pheww...i am so tired..was out all day...where was i? well today my bro and his breakin crew had a competition..and ofcourse i went to support..not only me, the whole fam..yup the whollleeee fam from the tweens to their mommas..hehe...it was at the town square so it was outdoor...not kewl! it was sooo hot it wasnt even funny...and soo many ppl showed up too..blah! but its all good, i was deff supportin my bro...believed it or not i am a proud sister..hehe...they did very well, they got 1st place! woo hooo woo hooo...i think i lost my voice from screamin and yellin =P

anyways the event started at 2 and now its 10 at nite sooo i am dead tired..gonna sign off soon...

but before i do...wanna shout out to KANEL BELL thanks for the tm...luv ya lots and miss u crazy!!! when r u gonna come visit me??? hope everythins well with u and the fam...big hugs for big george okie hehehe...hope to talk to u soon...i'll try to call u sumtime soon...take care and say hello to the girls! =)

im feelin better, i must say writin down wut i feel in this online journal helps..i guess havin a blog was a pretty good idea...

so wut have i been doing...hmmm...last week i went on a castin call and i actually got the part =) in indo, we bite other countries tv shows sooo now we are gonna copy mtv's dismissed...its called "mak comblang" which means "cupid"...and yes i do have a boyfriend so y the hell am i goin on this show...well this is only the pilot which means its fake...i told my silly bout it and hes fine with it, see its alot diff than "dismissed", u kno they have freaks on that show...indo's tv stations r really strict bout that stuff, they cant show any kissing and stuff like that....so yeah my silly says thats kewl and have fun on ur blind date..hehe... so i had the blind date yesterday, the guy's name is Zahid...on the 1st date he and this girl played pool, on my part of the date we went joggin-yup they worked me, cuz we actually jogged-, and the last girl got to go on a dinner with him...i think it will air sumtime in oct but im not sure...the date went well, he was nice and funny but hes only 18..can u believe they set me up with an 18 year old? haha i was soo nervous cuz it was my 1st job and all the cameras freaked me out a lil...but i must say i had a pretty fun time!

last nite i went to a so called house party...yea, no...it wasnt a house party..it was more like a get together...and it SUCKED ass...ok so this is how i got invited...these rappers from malay called Too Phat is in town (they're pretty famous in asia, apparently they have single with Warren G)...and they brought their breakers with them, and ofcourse my bro knows them some how...so yup, my bro got invited and i tagged along..hehe...and no i didnt go as one of the groupies cuz i dont even kno how they look like and i only know one of their songs...i wasnt gonna go cuz i didnt feel like goin with a bunch of b-boys but thank god this girl Nina came along...shes cool as shiet, she lived in cali for the past 3 years and she moved back to indo about 4 months ago...she doesnt like it here either and is planning to go back in january..she has an accent when she speaks indo, i was like oo whoa i think i sound like her when i speak...hehehe....we were like finally, someone to speak english with! both of us think our english has gone bad ever since we moved here, how sad....and we didnt care so much bout weights when we were in the states and now both of us r tryin to lose some weight, im tellin the pressure to b thin is crazy over here....but anyways the point is i feel like i finally met someone i can relate to, feels like we have so much in common..she says she'll call me up when she goes to the gym hehehe so yea hopefully we'll chill more....
ooh so back to the party....the dj played some good songs but no one really danced...some celebrities were there, the so called IT ppl in jakarta were there, some were nice and ofcourse some had sumtin up their butts...how do i rate the party...hmmm..a 5...next time next time...hehe

anyways im tired and i think the blog is long enuff...so im off to bed....

shout ouf to OMAR i got ur e-mail, thank u! and i will write u back soon, take care and ttys =)

1st i wanna give a shout out to RON RON thanks for the e-mail...i hope everythin is well with u over there =)

and now...wut have i been doin lately? well...i think this is gonna be a long blog..lets see....

i quit my job...i got that job on tues, my 1st day was yesterday and i quit yesterday too...i went in, went home for lunch, and my ass didnt go back to the office...that was a cheap shot, i kno i kno....but i wasnt feelin it, 1st my dad was the one who got me the job (my boss or ex boss is my dad's friend)...it didnt feel rite workin for my dad's friend..blah...2nd what i made in the states for an hour, i get that for the whole day over here...trust me, that hurt! and i kno i shouldnt compare but i couldnt help it...and last but not least, i myself didnt wanna work but i felt like i was forced to take the job...i kne from the start the whole thing wasnt gonna work out..i woke up that mornin and got ready to go to work just to make my parents happy...pretty sad rite...yup, well i kno they're dissapointed in me and im sure they think im just bein a big baby...i admit the job was a good one cuz it was at ASEAN (Association of South East Asian Nations) its deff a big deal over here...but i was just not ready or more like dont want another mon to fri, 9 to 5 kinda job for now...speakin indo wasnt really a problem either, cuz they speak half indo half english at ASEAN, actually i was workin with these 2 white men and they speak indo...at one point i answered the fone and this lady ask me where i came from and how come i have an accent when i speak indo...that pissed me off even more!

so really, am i bein a big baby? im sure u guys think i am...but hear me out...maybe im just mad, maybe i just dont like how i live my life, maybe im just really missin my silly and my friends, i miss them soo much that it hurts and the 3 months that i've been here i still have nites where i cry myself to sleep and i just cant help it....i dunno what it is, im just not a happy camper, sumtimes i feel lost...and sumtimes i feel like ppl r always forcin me to do things i dont wanna do...was i lookin for a job? no...did i want to move back to indo? noooooooo...my friends r there, i had a job, i had my own car, etc..point is, i was happy with my life and now its gone! y did i have to move back? y do i have to start from scratch again? ppl say i will like it here after a couple of months, well i dont buy it...i honestly cant wait til i go back to the states...now i kno what it means when ppl say life is not fair, cuz it really isnt!

ugh i think im done bitchin...i've been really emotional lately and it doesnt feel good...

JSFRU HECTOR

ARRRGHHH for some reason it wont let me tag...ive been meanin to reply to ur tags hectOr..here it goes...its sooo not my fault ur ass always have the damn away message on..errrtime i get online ur always away! and i knoooo u're not workin, i kno ur just buggin da-neaaaaa..haha...so yeah, next time i get online u better b ready to chit chat with me....ooh and one more thing, my journals didnt die down...i just got hella busy (yea rite) uhhh u jerk!....miss u too dork

gosh..havent blogged in a while...cant say much cuz i cant stay online too long today..just wanna sat HAPPY 21ST BOITDAY to my bolivian chick MRM...wish u the best and it was oh so nice that i got to talk to on the fone...luv ya lots and miss u sooo much!

muchaz muaahhz and lots of 143s for my silly..i love u!

MY KIMMAAAAYYYYYY GOT ENGAGED !!!

woo hoooo...excitin news ppl!! trev popped the question so now they're officially engaged!! woo hooo im soo happy for u both...if u guys wanna kno how it happened, check out her site www.sravenne.com/blog/ i was so excited and happy that i was all cheesin while readin it..hehe...now shes gonna b extra busy with the planning, and tryin out the weddin dress, pickin out the cake, pickin out the invitation and so much more...whoaa..hehe...maynn i really wish i was in the US so i can help kimmy a lil with the wedding =( i wanna go dress shoppin kimmmmaaayyyy!!..hehehe...ok ok let me stop whinin...all i kno, their wedding is gonna be soooo nice cuz kimmy is really good with party stuff, from decoration to the lil things...i dont wanna miss her big day so kimmy: i really hope i will b at the wedding, i will try my best to b there =) i wish both trevor and kimmy the best and just remember theres a lil birdie in indo who loves and misses u both sooo much! CONGRATS ON THE ENGAGEMENT !!!

my weekend was pretty decent...lets see wut i did.....

Fri: slept over at one of my cuzin Raissa's house cuz she asked me if i wanna go play sum tennis on sat mornin....

Sat: woke up all early and ready to play tennis....but didnt even play...one of my cuzin Tilla (shes 12) called us up and asked if we wanted to go see the Lizzie McGuire movie cuz she and a friend were plannin to go...i didnt wanna go cuz i saw that movie when i was still in the states...but ofcourse Raissa (shes 13) wanted to go..so i pretty much got dissed by tweens!...haha...but it was all good, cuz my aunt and i dropped them off at the theater and we went to---the salon! where else..hehe...got my hair did =) and then a bunch of my cuzins and i slept over at my aunt bidie's new house....

Sun: woke up all early again and all of us went to my uncle's grave, we werent here when he passed away =( then afterwards we went straight to the mall to get sum lunch and then we went to see BAD BOYS 2..finally!!! waited for that movie to hit indo for a month goodness! i deff liked the movie, can will smith b any hotter? geeeezzz....hehehe

mon: i had class today...had runway class tonite! woo hooo...it was fun but the shoes i bought last week was useless cuz our facilitator prefer all the students have the same kind of shoes for our final presentation...thats sum ish!...and not only 1 pair, but 2!! in black and nude...aaahh...this sux aaannndd the shoes r not even cute, its so simple and soo not worth the price...not happy! and then we also had exercise class tonite, felt good!....

and now im online talkin to da-neaaaaaa or as my silly would say da-whoooo? hehehe....i miss u danea, i missed being ur lil assistant at work...i hope everythins well with u and wish u the best for u and nick....

JC
wut did i learn tonite? well lets see, 1 hour was Fashion Class...we learned bout our body type and wut kind of clothes we should and shouldnt wear...i was one of the girls who wore the "right" clothes, thank god! but ofcourse she said i should lose some weight, or more like watch wut i eat...its all good tho cuz i knew she was gonna say sumthin like that...and i have been cuttin down on carbos...i just have to start goin to the gym again...
and thennnnn for 2 and a half hours we were in Makeup Class...i think i failed! hehe...last week my face was too white, this week my face was kinda orange for sum reason...hehe..soooo im hopin next week it will b the normal color...i got the rite colors of foundation/powder now, but i just have to keep practicin how to blend it or wut not....we also learned how to put eye shadows, eye liner, mascara, and blush....pretty simple stuff rite? wrrrooongggg....theres so many things i have to learn, how to blend it and all that ish cuz we are learnin how to put makeup on for photo shoot and runway not for everyday use..so theres all this makeup tricks...but i am learnin..slowly..hehe..i honestly have soo much fun playin with makeup tho..hehe...
so far all the girls got a free makeup kit and skin care package...i wonder wut else we will get..hehehe

and thats all i did today, just went to class and now im a bout to go to bed...i miss u guys sooo much over here, whos gonna come visit me???? =)

i finally got a new pair of glasses! its about time, i really needed a new one..im so happy its soo much better than the old one...annndd i also got new shoes, woo hoo..its actually for Runway Class, i dont have that class til next week but this way i save one mall trip..hehe..im soo excited too cuz the shoes i got have 10cm heels..hehehe..i've never had shoes with heels that high!...soo yea lets just hope i wont trip or anythin..hehe..

sad news
while we were havin fun shoppin, one of my aunts called and told us to go home as soon as we can so we wont b stuck in madd traffic..there was a bomb blast at the JW MARRIOT HOTEL..which ofcourse its a 5 stars international hotel...it happened around noon, it is known that most ppl go to the hotel for business lunch meetings, i've heard they used to have the best buffet..but anyways it was a suicide bomber, about 15 ppl died and 170 are injured...the hotel is about 20 mins away from my house, im thankful that none of my fam members were near it when it happened, but my prayers deff go out to the fam who lost their loved ones...

class tonite went by really slow...like reallllyyyy slow...for 2 freakin hours we learned bout Nutrition, it was kinda boring...but ofcourse we had to take notes cuz there will b an exam at the end of this course..blah! then for the last hour we exercised! woo hooo...i excercised 2 days in a row, im so proud of myself..hehe...for a good hour and a half we exercised (yea not only for an hour, here in indo..no one and nothin is ever on time...we didnt get out til 830) and we also learned a lil bit about how to walk...it was fun, i deff had a good time learnin how to walk..hehe..i cant wait til we have Runway Class..i think thats next week..we'll see...we didnt get to play with makeup at all tonite...but i think this comin wed nite, we will have makeup class for 2 hours! woo hoo

then i got home at 9..and i didnt feel well..like i was hungry and yet i felt like throwin up...yuck...and then i thought maybe cuz i didnt eat anythin today, i ate toast in the mornin and a piece of chicken with nothin else for lunch...soooo ofcourse my momma yelled at me for a bit, and then she went straight to kitchen and made me sumthin to eat...hehe...

just a lil shout out for Emanee...i received an e-mail from her all the way from england...yup her butt is in england for 3 weeks, wait i think its for a month..not sure..shes doin this summer program, pretty kewl! i miss u emanee! dont forget to take lots and lots of pics!!!

HOTELS
yup...we spent the night at the hotel again..but this time not only for fun and games...i had to work this mornin...my sis, my cuzin, and i were ushers for my aunt vivi's annual get together...she works for Emirates Airlines and they have family get together every year...so we got to the hotel on sat, it was too late to go to the fitness center (i need to go to the gym!) errrrghh...so we just had dinner instead (not helpin, deff not helpin at all...my butt keep eatin over here!)...and then the even organizer briefed us on wuts the event is and wut our duties, etc....ooooh and the event organizer told me, her company was gonna bring Ashanti and Ja to Jakarta this year but it got cancelled, it was soo close too..to the point where Ashanti's management faxed her Ashanti's gotta have list...and apparently indo doesnt have the gum she wants, the closest country that has it is singapore..hehehe...thats sooo funny! but anyways too bad it didnt happen..but i told her, when she does bring anyone from the states to deff tell me bout it...cuz i'll usher for sure! hehehe

so i woke up at 7 this mornin...yeah 7!!..(arrgghh not a happy camper when i have to wake up early, i got used to sleepin in ever since im here in indo)...at 730 my aunt vivi's fam and i joined the rest of her co-workers and we did aerobics for a good 45 mins...it was really nice, very refreshing!...had a yummy breakfast then i got ready for the event....we started workin at 10, ppl started comin in at 1030..and then it finally started at 1115...ooh this was a fam event so goodness sooo many lil kids...but my job was pretty easy all i had to do was givin out prizes and set up the games..and they gave us lunch too..hehe..that ended at 2....

and then went straight home...and pretty much didnt do anythin for the rest of the nite...and now here i am at 11 o'clock at nite chattin with my silly, my big bro dave, and luis....have fun with sammie shootin pool dave! miss u guys!

i didnt go to bed til 3 o'clock in the mornin cuz i was talkin to my silly...i missed talkin to him, hes been busy for these couple of weeks...so it was deff nice that we got to talk for almost an hour last nite =)

wut did i learn at JC last nite? hhmmmm well in the 1st hour we learned bout the diff between High Fashion and Ready to wear Designers...the subject was good, but the damn teacher or so called facilitator was such a beeyaaa! seriously, sumthin was up her butt for that whole hour! she used to b a model when she was younger, ugh i dont like her...she says these smart ass comments too, not cute sooo not cute! blah... but anyways after we were done with her class, we got to play with makeup..woo hooo...well 1st we learned bout skin care routine and all that stuff...then we learned how to put concealer, contour, foundation, loose powder, and compact powder....whooaa i have never heard of contour before, and we have to take all these steps just so we look like we put powder on...whoa i mean all these time the only thing i use is compact powder...but i must say playin with them was fun! so how was my 1st time puttin them on my face? hmmm....i think i failed!..ehehe...my face was white, i look damn pale not so close as lookin like a clown tho =) and my facilitator was like how old r u? im like 21...then she gave me this funny look and said, u never put makeup on? im like eh not really...then we both looked at each other an giggled, i guess it was that bad!..haha...and it was soo sad, cuz this girl who is only 12 did better than i did...now thats sad! but its all good, cuz it was only the 1st time...so now i gotta practice and practice and practice...hehee

then after class Yoga, my cuzin Indra and his girl Mela came and picked me up...and all four of us went to Starbucks and i got a tiramisu and this vanilla shakes thing...they have the BEST tiramisu ever! well over here i mean...in the states u kno who has the best one rite? yup gotta b OLIVE GARDEN...sooo yummy! we chilled at starbucks for a bit then we went to eat some fried rice at midnite cuz thats when i realized that the only thing i ate all day long was 2 toasts and a pear..yikes! so i ate and i mean ateeee, i finished that bad boy all by myself..hehe...

ooooh i talked to my big bro DAVE yesterday wait i think that was 2 days ago..but anyways...got to chat for abit...i miss u dave!! i cant believe i never got the chance to meet ur cute lil niece Olivia =( tell mama Negron and Rob i say Hello and ofcourse hello to Buttaface too...hehehe

my butt didnt go to Bandung over the weekend...was here, in jakarta...stayed home most of the time, didnt do anythin insterestin...

tonite was my 1st day of skool...woo hooo....hehehe...it wasnt that bad, i actually had a good 1st day...the only bad thing i can think of is that im the freakin oldest one in my class..blah!...this other girl is 20 so we're both older than the rest, the others r 12-16 years old...wut the hell r tweens doin in a modelin skool??? im gonna feel like im babysittin them...but wutever..its all good, they're all sweet and nice =)

1st we had orientation, had to introduced ourselves, not bad..i didnt have a problem with that cuz its not like a speech or presentation....got to kno each other or wut not, learned who John Casablancas is, how the modelin and career center came about...blah blah blah, u kno the borin stuff...and thennnn after 2 hours of that stuff, we finally got to do sumthin fun...we learned how to shape our eyebrows!! hehehe...yah ok maybe is more like painful than fun..haha..but my eyebrows r shaped and thin already so i didnt get to do anythin bizzare, just a lil clean up here and there...oooh ooh and have homeworks too..hehe..we have to draw 15 pairs of eyebrows on a sheet of paper...hahahaha...isnt that funny? and pointless? sorta? heheh...but yea wutever, bein the good student that i am (riteeeee), i will do it =)

i kno for sure that im gonna enjoy the classes, this is deff sumthin that i like so i kno im gonna learn sumthin from it and deff have fun while doin it too...

i got a tan ugh...not a happy camper over here...my aunt vivi got another hotel room last nite, so i slept over at the sheraton hotel last nite...and i went swimming today so i am black! alrite not black i guess, just a lil darker....

any malls today? yes

i also went to pick up my modelin skool schedule...hmm, it says that we will learn about SPEECH...aarrrggghhhh...i cant get away from it, i seriously thought modelin skool is all about make-up, takin pics, and hittin the runway...boy, was i wrong! so wish me luck ppl =)

debatin if i should go to Bandung with my sis and cuzin for the weekend or not...to go or not to go?...hhhhmmm......

i registered for my modelin skool today! woo hoo woo hoo...my cuzin and i registered for modelin classes at John Casablanca~Modeling & Career Center finally, i have sumthin to do now..not just stay home all day long or go to freakin malls..hehe...so i start next week, and i have classes on mon and wed from 5 to 8..which is not bad at all, just twice a week for 2 and a half months =) i got a bag, a notebook, and a modelin 101 book or wut not..hehe...and i have to wear high heels, no sneakers! boo hoo..that sux cuz i love my diesel..but anyways im soooo excited, thank u silly!

then after we registered, we went to....the mall!..hehe, but ofcourse..where else would we go?..hehe...went straight to the food court and had waffles with ice cream, yummmmyyy...then my cuzin took me home cuz she was goin on a date, deff dont wanna b the 3rd wheel, u kno..

ooh ooh i talked to MRM online yesterday and im actually talkin to her rite now too.. its sooo nice that i got to talk to her...shes still the same busy-body miriam..and i miss her sooo much...shes one of the ppl who is always been there for me...the 7 years that i've known her, most of the time she would b late to things or sumtimes she doesnt even show up but she has her reasons...and i speak for myself when i say, the times i really needed her, she was there for me! so thank u, i luv ya for it! and good luck with everythin MRM !!!

saturday: went swimmin with my cuzzinz at the hotel, then went to the mall for a bit for dinner...later that nite we went to the town square and saw this band performed...and that was pretty much it...got home round 2 and slept like a baby....

sunday: the best sunday so far..wut did i do? nothinggggg...hehe...i just stayed home, watched tv, and lots of nappin..gotta love it! and no malls..woo hooo...haha...

its around noon now and i just woke up...blah...i wanna go back to bed!

lets see wut did i do yesterday? well 1st i went to lunch with my aunt vivi and the fam at this korean rest....i had bulgogi..yummmyyyy....and then we checked in at this hotel, aunt vivi and the fam r gonna stay there for the weekend, a lil weekend getaway or wut not....we were supposed to go swimming, but there was too many ppl at the pool so we decided to go to the mall instead, yup..hehe..i guess a day without goin to the mall is just not normal...

anyways..sooo last nite was the nite we've all been waitin for...febian and his crew performed! woo hooo...finally he showed those indos wut he can do..ooh yeaa!! we got to the club at round 1130ish, the place is called SHOOTERS...he was supposed to perform at midnite but the place wasnt packed enuff so we waited for a bit...and then...dun dun dunnnnnn.....they finally performed!!! it wasnt that long, i would say only for 10mins..but it was deff entertaining....and ofcourse as the proud sis that i am, i was deff supportin my bro, screamin out his name like anythin...haha...at round 130 we left the club, and went to another club but when we got there the place wasnt happenin...so we only stayed there for 15 mins...we dont have IHOP over here so we went and ate fried rice at freakin 2 o'clock in the mornin...haha..u knooo, i really missed goin to IHOP (3 eggs and pancakes, and a side of corned-beef hash..hehe) after clubbin =(

and we finally got home round 330...and i got to talk to my silly before i went to bed..muchaz muaahhhz silly! in conclusion.. my fri nite wasnt that bad =)

wwwhhyyy ooh whhyyyyy do ppl over here like to go to the malls soo much? yup, i went to the mall again today, but only went to one..thank god!..so i went to the mall with 3 of my cuzzins, all girls and all my age..(one of them was Adissa, she lived with my fam for a year while we were in the US)..it was like a girls day at the mall..hehe.it was nice, just like when i used to go to the mall with the girls..pentagon, tysons, landmark, u name it!..hehe...gosh, i missed those days! we were at the mall for about 3 hours or even more..and it felt like forever..yikes..i hope i dont go to any malls tomorro...

my bro is performin at this club 2morro nite...so u kno how it is, the whollleee fam (well, the young ones) will b there to support him...hes likin it over here i guess, he made friends pretty quick...most of them are breakers..and he even met this girl that he used to like in 3rd grade...aawwww...hehehe...anyways, we'll see how the club is 2morro....

ooh this is a special shout out for HectOr...my dominican bro..hehe...im actually talkin to him on aim rite about now...hes just hatin cuz i havent mentioned his name at all..hehe..how silly...y u hatin hec?...haha...i miss u, thats fa sho!...i missed how he would leave kanel funny ass messages, how he would pump the gas for me, how he would buy me very chocolate brownies from panera, hes deff a great friend..i mean thats not y hes such a great friend..not only cuz he did things for me, u kno....hehe..but hes funny, super nice, cares bout his friends, and maybe a lil sensitive..but well hes hec, get to kno him and u'll deff b glad to have a friend like him...awwww..i miss u hector, u besta call me up before u leave for ur vaca, k?

...kimmy, i havent talked to u for days on aim...hows the new job goin? hope to ttys...

i deff didnt really do much today...today was just one of those days where i just didnt feel like doin anythin..u kno, just stayin home and watch tv kinda day...which i did, most of the time...but round 6ish i went to the mall with my cuzzins again..yup, the mall again..hehe...

my silly is workin the niteshift so we got to talked more than twice a day..woo hoo woo hooo...hehe...i got to keep him company =) things r doin great with us..the long distance is crazy to deal with, thats for sure...and i have to admit, its hard, it really is....but he calls me up twice a day, everyday! i get soo happy everytime he calls me up, its just sooo nice to hear his voice =) and we use aim also, we get to chat once in a while...we just try to do everythin we can to keep in touch...i luv u silly, i do i do! i really do cant wait til he comes here in sept so he'll get to meet all the fam members, even the baby one..hehe... they all have heard bout him, and they keep askin me 21 questions bout him..hehe...i kno when they finally meet him theres no doubt that they'll like him...muchaz muaaahhhz silly!

ooh my kanel bell left for greece today...she tmed me this morning...if im not mistaken, i think penny left today too...oooh those girls r gonna have soo much fun...they go there like every year! i miss them soo much, i dont get to talk to them as much as i want to =( but i do try to tm them as much as i can...i hope to talk to them soon =)

ok well im off to bed...til 2morro...

so i woke up this mornin and said to my self that i will b goin to the gym sumtime today....hhhmmmm...yea that never happened...we ended up goin to the malls, not one but two...ughhhh i need to get my ass to the gym, i get soo lazy cuz we dont have a car yet soo u kno i dont wanna take the cab cuz its too close from home and yet i dont wanna walk cuz its just not safe.....ugh we need to get a car soon!

anyways so yea we went to the malls today...1st, my mom and i went with my grandma and 2 of my aunts from my dad's side...we went to look for some comfy shoes for my grandma, she wanted some new ones cuz she'll b travellin...shes leavin this sat for swiss...i didnt kno she was leavin so soon, i thought she was leavin later this month, more like end of the month...hhmmm...well anyways so we got the shoes and then we went to eat a lite lunch....and then my cuzin Muti and her 2 kids came and picked me and my mom up, and then we went to another mall to meet up with my uncles and aunts from my mom's side...and we had lunch...see all ppl do over here is eat!! anyways the whole time we were at the mall, i got to push the baby in the stroller...its so funny, cuz ppl stared at me thinkin that shes my baby...even these ladies were whispering "look at her, shes so young and she has a baby already" i mean damnnn can they say it any louder...weirdos!..but wutever i let it go, didnt say anythin back...(then again, knowin me..i dont think i would have said anythin back anyway..hehehe)....

and now im at home, just finished chattin with my silly..and now im chattin with siso...btw siso send me some pics of ethan y dont u? i wanna see how big hes gotten...

lets hope i wont be goin to any malls 2morro...hehe