pheww...i am so tired..was out all day...where was i? well today my bro and his breakin crew had a competition..and ofcourse i went to support..not only me, the whole fam..yup the whollleeee fam from the tweens to their mommas..hehe...it was at the town square so it was outdoor...not kewl! it was sooo hot it wasnt even funny...and soo many ppl showed up too..blah! but its all good, i was deff supportin my bro...believed it or not i am a proud sister..hehe...they did very well, they got 1st place! woo hooo woo hooo...i think i lost my voice from screamin and yellin =P
anyways the event started at 2 and now its 10 at nite sooo i am dead tired..gonna sign off soon...
but before i do...wanna shout out to KANEL BELL thanks for the tm...luv ya lots and miss u crazy!!! when r u gonna come visit me??? hope everythins well with u and the fam...big hugs for big george okie hehehe...hope to talk to u soon...i'll try to call u sumtime soon...take care and say hello to the girls! =)
September 27, 2003
September 18, 2003
im feelin better, i must say writin down wut i feel in this online journal helps..i guess havin a blog was a pretty good idea...
so wut have i been doing...hmmm...last week i went on a castin call and i actually got the part =) in indo, we bite other countries tv shows sooo now we are gonna copy mtv's dismissed...its called "mak comblang" which means "cupid"...and yes i do have a boyfriend so y the hell am i goin on this show...well this is only the pilot which means its fake...i told my silly bout it and hes fine with it, see its alot diff than "dismissed", u kno they have freaks on that show...indo's tv stations r really strict bout that stuff, they cant show any kissing and stuff like that....so yeah my silly says thats kewl and have fun on ur blind date..hehe... so i had the blind date yesterday, the guy's name is Zahid...on the 1st date he and this girl played pool, on my part of the date we went joggin-yup they worked me, cuz we actually jogged-, and the last girl got to go on a dinner with him...i think it will air sumtime in oct but im not sure...the date went well, he was nice and funny but hes only 18..can u believe they set me up with an 18 year old? haha i was soo nervous cuz it was my 1st job and all the cameras freaked me out a lil...but i must say i had a pretty fun time!
last nite i went to a so called house party...yea, no...it wasnt a house party..it was more like a get together...and it SUCKED ass...ok so this is how i got invited...these rappers from malay called Too Phat is in town (they're pretty famous in asia, apparently they have single with Warren G)...and they brought their breakers with them, and ofcourse my bro knows them some how...so yup, my bro got invited and i tagged along..hehe...and no i didnt go as one of the groupies cuz i dont even kno how they look like and i only know one of their songs...i wasnt gonna go cuz i didnt feel like goin with a bunch of b-boys but thank god this girl Nina came along...shes cool as shiet, she lived in cali for the past 3 years and she moved back to indo about 4 months ago...she doesnt like it here either and is planning to go back in january..she has an accent when she speaks indo, i was like oo whoa i think i sound like her when i speak...hehehe....we were like finally, someone to speak english with! both of us think our english has gone bad ever since we moved here, how sad....and we didnt care so much bout weights when we were in the states and now both of us r tryin to lose some weight, im tellin the pressure to b thin is crazy over here....but anyways the point is i feel like i finally met someone i can relate to, feels like we have so much in common..she says she'll call me up when she goes to the gym hehehe so yea hopefully we'll chill more....
ooh so back to the party....the dj played some good songs but no one really danced...some celebrities were there, the so called IT ppl in jakarta were there, some were nice and ofcourse some had sumtin up their butts...how do i rate the party...hmmm..a 5...next time next time...hehe
anyways im tired and i think the blog is long enuff...so im off to bed....
shout ouf to OMAR i got ur e-mail, thank u! and i will write u back soon, take care and ttys =)
so wut have i been doing...hmmm...last week i went on a castin call and i actually got the part =) in indo, we bite other countries tv shows sooo now we are gonna copy mtv's dismissed...its called "mak comblang" which means "cupid"...and yes i do have a boyfriend so y the hell am i goin on this show...well this is only the pilot which means its fake...i told my silly bout it and hes fine with it, see its alot diff than "dismissed", u kno they have freaks on that show...indo's tv stations r really strict bout that stuff, they cant show any kissing and stuff like that....so yeah my silly says thats kewl and have fun on ur blind date..hehe... so i had the blind date yesterday, the guy's name is Zahid...on the 1st date he and this girl played pool, on my part of the date we went joggin-yup they worked me, cuz we actually jogged-, and the last girl got to go on a dinner with him...i think it will air sumtime in oct but im not sure...the date went well, he was nice and funny but hes only 18..can u believe they set me up with an 18 year old? haha i was soo nervous cuz it was my 1st job and all the cameras freaked me out a lil...but i must say i had a pretty fun time!
last nite i went to a so called house party...yea, no...it wasnt a house party..it was more like a get together...and it SUCKED ass...ok so this is how i got invited...these rappers from malay called Too Phat is in town (they're pretty famous in asia, apparently they have single with Warren G)...and they brought their breakers with them, and ofcourse my bro knows them some how...so yup, my bro got invited and i tagged along..hehe...and no i didnt go as one of the groupies cuz i dont even kno how they look like and i only know one of their songs...i wasnt gonna go cuz i didnt feel like goin with a bunch of b-boys but thank god this girl Nina came along...shes cool as shiet, she lived in cali for the past 3 years and she moved back to indo about 4 months ago...she doesnt like it here either and is planning to go back in january..she has an accent when she speaks indo, i was like oo whoa i think i sound like her when i speak...hehehe....we were like finally, someone to speak english with! both of us think our english has gone bad ever since we moved here, how sad....and we didnt care so much bout weights when we were in the states and now both of us r tryin to lose some weight, im tellin the pressure to b thin is crazy over here....but anyways the point is i feel like i finally met someone i can relate to, feels like we have so much in common..she says she'll call me up when she goes to the gym hehehe so yea hopefully we'll chill more....
ooh so back to the party....the dj played some good songs but no one really danced...some celebrities were there, the so called IT ppl in jakarta were there, some were nice and ofcourse some had sumtin up their butts...how do i rate the party...hmmm..a 5...next time next time...hehe
anyways im tired and i think the blog is long enuff...so im off to bed....
shout ouf to OMAR i got ur e-mail, thank u! and i will write u back soon, take care and ttys =)
September 13, 2003
1st i wanna give a shout out to RON RON thanks for the e-mail...i hope everythin is well with u over there =)
and now...wut have i been doin lately? well...i think this is gonna be a long blog..lets see....
i quit my job...i got that job on tues, my 1st day was yesterday and i quit yesterday too...i went in, went home for lunch, and my ass didnt go back to the office...that was a cheap shot, i kno i kno....but i wasnt feelin it, 1st my dad was the one who got me the job (my boss or ex boss is my dad's friend)...it didnt feel rite workin for my dad's friend..blah...2nd what i made in the states for an hour, i get that for the whole day over here...trust me, that hurt! and i kno i shouldnt compare but i couldnt help it...and last but not least, i myself didnt wanna work but i felt like i was forced to take the job...i kne from the start the whole thing wasnt gonna work out..i woke up that mornin and got ready to go to work just to make my parents happy...pretty sad rite...yup, well i kno they're dissapointed in me and im sure they think im just bein a big baby...i admit the job was a good one cuz it was at ASEAN (Association of South East Asian Nations) its deff a big deal over here...but i was just not ready or more like dont want another mon to fri, 9 to 5 kinda job for now...speakin indo wasnt really a problem either, cuz they speak half indo half english at ASEAN, actually i was workin with these 2 white men and they speak indo...at one point i answered the fone and this lady ask me where i came from and how come i have an accent when i speak indo...that pissed me off even more!
so really, am i bein a big baby? im sure u guys think i am...but hear me out...maybe im just mad, maybe i just dont like how i live my life, maybe im just really missin my silly and my friends, i miss them soo much that it hurts and the 3 months that i've been here i still have nites where i cry myself to sleep and i just cant help it....i dunno what it is, im just not a happy camper, sumtimes i feel lost...and sumtimes i feel like ppl r always forcin me to do things i dont wanna do...was i lookin for a job? no...did i want to move back to indo? noooooooo...my friends r there, i had a job, i had my own car, etc..point is, i was happy with my life and now its gone! y did i have to move back? y do i have to start from scratch again? ppl say i will like it here after a couple of months, well i dont buy it...i honestly cant wait til i go back to the states...now i kno what it means when ppl say life is not fair, cuz it really isnt!
ugh i think im done bitchin...i've been really emotional lately and it doesnt feel good...
and now...wut have i been doin lately? well...i think this is gonna be a long blog..lets see....
i quit my job...i got that job on tues, my 1st day was yesterday and i quit yesterday too...i went in, went home for lunch, and my ass didnt go back to the office...that was a cheap shot, i kno i kno....but i wasnt feelin it, 1st my dad was the one who got me the job (my boss or ex boss is my dad's friend)...it didnt feel rite workin for my dad's friend..blah...2nd what i made in the states for an hour, i get that for the whole day over here...trust me, that hurt! and i kno i shouldnt compare but i couldnt help it...and last but not least, i myself didnt wanna work but i felt like i was forced to take the job...i kne from the start the whole thing wasnt gonna work out..i woke up that mornin and got ready to go to work just to make my parents happy...pretty sad rite...yup, well i kno they're dissapointed in me and im sure they think im just bein a big baby...i admit the job was a good one cuz it was at ASEAN (Association of South East Asian Nations) its deff a big deal over here...but i was just not ready or more like dont want another mon to fri, 9 to 5 kinda job for now...speakin indo wasnt really a problem either, cuz they speak half indo half english at ASEAN, actually i was workin with these 2 white men and they speak indo...at one point i answered the fone and this lady ask me where i came from and how come i have an accent when i speak indo...that pissed me off even more!
so really, am i bein a big baby? im sure u guys think i am...but hear me out...maybe im just mad, maybe i just dont like how i live my life, maybe im just really missin my silly and my friends, i miss them soo much that it hurts and the 3 months that i've been here i still have nites where i cry myself to sleep and i just cant help it....i dunno what it is, im just not a happy camper, sumtimes i feel lost...and sumtimes i feel like ppl r always forcin me to do things i dont wanna do...was i lookin for a job? no...did i want to move back to indo? noooooooo...my friends r there, i had a job, i had my own car, etc..point is, i was happy with my life and now its gone! y did i have to move back? y do i have to start from scratch again? ppl say i will like it here after a couple of months, well i dont buy it...i honestly cant wait til i go back to the states...now i kno what it means when ppl say life is not fair, cuz it really isnt!
ugh i think im done bitchin...i've been really emotional lately and it doesnt feel good...
September 10, 2003
JSFRU HECTOR
ARRRGHHH for some reason it wont let me tag...ive been meanin to reply to ur tags hectOr..here it goes...its sooo not my fault ur ass always have the damn away message on..errrtime i get online ur always away! and i knoooo u're not workin, i kno ur just buggin da-neaaaaa..haha...so yeah, next time i get online u better b ready to chit chat with me....ooh and one more thing, my journals didnt die down...i just got hella busy (yea rite) uhhh u jerk!....miss u too dork
ARRRGHHH for some reason it wont let me tag...ive been meanin to reply to ur tags hectOr..here it goes...its sooo not my fault ur ass always have the damn away message on..errrtime i get online ur always away! and i knoooo u're not workin, i kno ur just buggin da-neaaaaa..haha...so yeah, next time i get online u better b ready to chit chat with me....ooh and one more thing, my journals didnt die down...i just got hella busy (yea rite) uhhh u jerk!....miss u too dork
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