i didnt go to bed til 3 o'clock in the mornin cuz i was talkin to my silly...i missed talkin to him, hes been busy for these couple of weeks...so it was deff nice that we got to talk for almost an hour last nite =)

wut did i learn at JC last nite? hhmmmm well in the 1st hour we learned bout the diff between High Fashion and Ready to wear Designers...the subject was good, but the damn teacher or so called facilitator was such a beeyaaa! seriously, sumthin was up her butt for that whole hour! she used to b a model when she was younger, ugh i dont like her...she says these smart ass comments too, not cute sooo not cute! blah... but anyways after we were done with her class, we got to play with makeup..woo hooo...well 1st we learned bout skin care routine and all that stuff...then we learned how to put concealer, contour, foundation, loose powder, and compact powder....whooaa i have never heard of contour before, and we have to take all these steps just so we look like we put powder on...whoa i mean all these time the only thing i use is compact powder...but i must say playin with them was fun! so how was my 1st time puttin them on my face? hmmm....i think i failed!..ehehe...my face was white, i look damn pale not so close as lookin like a clown tho =) and my facilitator was like how old r u? im like 21...then she gave me this funny look and said, u never put makeup on? im like eh not really...then we both looked at each other an giggled, i guess it was that bad!..haha...and it was soo sad, cuz this girl who is only 12 did better than i did...now thats sad! but its all good, cuz it was only the 1st time...so now i gotta practice and practice and practice...hehee

then after class Yoga, my cuzin Indra and his girl Mela came and picked me up...and all four of us went to Starbucks and i got a tiramisu and this vanilla shakes thing...they have the BEST tiramisu ever! well over here i mean...in the states u kno who has the best one rite? yup gotta b OLIVE GARDEN...sooo yummy! we chilled at starbucks for a bit then we went to eat some fried rice at midnite cuz thats when i realized that the only thing i ate all day long was 2 toasts and a pear..yikes! so i ate and i mean ateeee, i finished that bad boy all by myself..hehe...

ooooh i talked to my big bro DAVE yesterday wait i think that was 2 days ago..but anyways...got to chat for abit...i miss u dave!! i cant believe i never got the chance to meet ur cute lil niece Olivia =( tell mama Negron and Rob i say Hello and ofcourse hello to Buttaface too...hehehe

my butt didnt go to Bandung over the weekend...was here, in jakarta...stayed home most of the time, didnt do anythin insterestin...

tonite was my 1st day of skool...woo hooo....hehehe...it wasnt that bad, i actually had a good 1st day...the only bad thing i can think of is that im the freakin oldest one in my class..blah!...this other girl is 20 so we're both older than the rest, the others r 12-16 years old...wut the hell r tweens doin in a modelin skool??? im gonna feel like im babysittin them...but wutever..its all good, they're all sweet and nice =)

1st we had orientation, had to introduced ourselves, not bad..i didnt have a problem with that cuz its not like a speech or presentation....got to kno each other or wut not, learned who John Casablancas is, how the modelin and career center came about...blah blah blah, u kno the borin stuff...and thennnn after 2 hours of that stuff, we finally got to do sumthin fun...we learned how to shape our eyebrows!! hehehe...yah ok maybe is more like painful than fun..haha..but my eyebrows r shaped and thin already so i didnt get to do anythin bizzare, just a lil clean up here and there...oooh ooh and have homeworks too..hehe..we have to draw 15 pairs of eyebrows on a sheet of paper...hahahaha...isnt that funny? and pointless? sorta? heheh...but yea wutever, bein the good student that i am (riteeeee), i will do it =)

i kno for sure that im gonna enjoy the classes, this is deff sumthin that i like so i kno im gonna learn sumthin from it and deff have fun while doin it too...

i got a tan ugh...not a happy camper over here...my aunt vivi got another hotel room last nite, so i slept over at the sheraton hotel last nite...and i went swimming today so i am black! alrite not black i guess, just a lil darker....

any malls today? yes

i also went to pick up my modelin skool schedule...hmm, it says that we will learn about SPEECH...aarrrggghhhh...i cant get away from it, i seriously thought modelin skool is all about make-up, takin pics, and hittin the runway...boy, was i wrong! so wish me luck ppl =)

debatin if i should go to Bandung with my sis and cuzin for the weekend or not...to go or not to go?...hhhhmmm......

i registered for my modelin skool today! woo hoo woo hoo...my cuzin and i registered for modelin classes at John Casablanca~Modeling & Career Center finally, i have sumthin to do now..not just stay home all day long or go to freakin malls..hehe...so i start next week, and i have classes on mon and wed from 5 to 8..which is not bad at all, just twice a week for 2 and a half months =) i got a bag, a notebook, and a modelin 101 book or wut not..hehe...and i have to wear high heels, no sneakers! boo hoo..that sux cuz i love my diesel..but anyways im soooo excited, thank u silly!

then after we registered, we went to....the mall!..hehe, but ofcourse..where else would we go?..hehe...went straight to the food court and had waffles with ice cream, yummmmyyy...then my cuzin took me home cuz she was goin on a date, deff dont wanna b the 3rd wheel, u kno..

ooh ooh i talked to MRM online yesterday and im actually talkin to her rite now too.. its sooo nice that i got to talk to her...shes still the same busy-body miriam..and i miss her sooo much...shes one of the ppl who is always been there for me...the 7 years that i've known her, most of the time she would b late to things or sumtimes she doesnt even show up but she has her reasons...and i speak for myself when i say, the times i really needed her, she was there for me! so thank u, i luv ya for it! and good luck with everythin MRM !!!

saturday: went swimmin with my cuzzinz at the hotel, then went to the mall for a bit for dinner...later that nite we went to the town square and saw this band performed...and that was pretty much it...got home round 2 and slept like a baby....

sunday: the best sunday so far..wut did i do? nothinggggg...hehe...i just stayed home, watched tv, and lots of nappin..gotta love it! and no malls..woo hooo...haha...

its around noon now and i just woke up...blah...i wanna go back to bed!

lets see wut did i do yesterday? well 1st i went to lunch with my aunt vivi and the fam at this korean rest....i had bulgogi..yummmyyyy....and then we checked in at this hotel, aunt vivi and the fam r gonna stay there for the weekend, a lil weekend getaway or wut not....we were supposed to go swimming, but there was too many ppl at the pool so we decided to go to the mall instead, yup..hehe..i guess a day without goin to the mall is just not normal...

anyways..sooo last nite was the nite we've all been waitin for...febian and his crew performed! woo hooo...finally he showed those indos wut he can do..ooh yeaa!! we got to the club at round 1130ish, the place is called SHOOTERS...he was supposed to perform at midnite but the place wasnt packed enuff so we waited for a bit...and then...dun dun dunnnnnn.....they finally performed!!! it wasnt that long, i would say only for 10mins..but it was deff entertaining....and ofcourse as the proud sis that i am, i was deff supportin my bro, screamin out his name like anythin...haha...at round 130 we left the club, and went to another club but when we got there the place wasnt happenin...so we only stayed there for 15 mins...we dont have IHOP over here so we went and ate fried rice at freakin 2 o'clock in the mornin...haha..u knooo, i really missed goin to IHOP (3 eggs and pancakes, and a side of corned-beef hash..hehe) after clubbin =(

and we finally got home round 330...and i got to talk to my silly before i went to bed..muchaz muaahhhz silly! in conclusion.. my fri nite wasnt that bad =)

wwwhhyyy ooh whhyyyyy do ppl over here like to go to the malls soo much? yup, i went to the mall again today, but only went to one..thank god!..so i went to the mall with 3 of my cuzzins, all girls and all my age..(one of them was Adissa, she lived with my fam for a year while we were in the US)..it was like a girls day at the mall..hehe.it was nice, just like when i used to go to the mall with the girls..pentagon, tysons, landmark, u name it!..hehe...gosh, i missed those days! we were at the mall for about 3 hours or even more..and it felt like forever..yikes..i hope i dont go to any malls tomorro...

my bro is performin at this club 2morro nite...so u kno how it is, the whollleee fam (well, the young ones) will b there to support him...hes likin it over here i guess, he made friends pretty quick...most of them are breakers..and he even met this girl that he used to like in 3rd grade...aawwww...hehehe...anyways, we'll see how the club is 2morro....

ooh this is a special shout out for HectOr...my dominican bro..hehe...im actually talkin to him on aim rite about now...hes just hatin cuz i havent mentioned his name at all..hehe..how silly...y u hatin hec?...haha...i miss u, thats fa sho!...i missed how he would leave kanel funny ass messages, how he would pump the gas for me, how he would buy me very chocolate brownies from panera, hes deff a great friend..i mean thats not y hes such a great friend..not only cuz he did things for me, u kno....hehe..but hes funny, super nice, cares bout his friends, and maybe a lil sensitive..but well hes hec, get to kno him and u'll deff b glad to have a friend like him...awwww..i miss u hector, u besta call me up before u leave for ur vaca, k?

...kimmy, i havent talked to u for days on aim...hows the new job goin? hope to ttys...

i deff didnt really do much today...today was just one of those days where i just didnt feel like doin anythin..u kno, just stayin home and watch tv kinda day...which i did, most of the time...but round 6ish i went to the mall with my cuzzins again..yup, the mall again..hehe...

my silly is workin the niteshift so we got to talked more than twice a day..woo hoo woo hooo...hehe...i got to keep him company =) things r doin great with us..the long distance is crazy to deal with, thats for sure...and i have to admit, its hard, it really is....but he calls me up twice a day, everyday! i get soo happy everytime he calls me up, its just sooo nice to hear his voice =) and we use aim also, we get to chat once in a while...we just try to do everythin we can to keep in touch...i luv u silly, i do i do! i really do cant wait til he comes here in sept so he'll get to meet all the fam members, even the baby one..hehe... they all have heard bout him, and they keep askin me 21 questions bout him..hehe...i kno when they finally meet him theres no doubt that they'll like him...muchaz muaaahhhz silly!

ooh my kanel bell left for greece today...she tmed me this morning...if im not mistaken, i think penny left today too...oooh those girls r gonna have soo much fun...they go there like every year! i miss them soo much, i dont get to talk to them as much as i want to =( but i do try to tm them as much as i can...i hope to talk to them soon =)

ok well im off to bed...til 2morro...

so i woke up this mornin and said to my self that i will b goin to the gym sumtime today....hhhmmmm...yea that never happened...we ended up goin to the malls, not one but two...ughhhh i need to get my ass to the gym, i get soo lazy cuz we dont have a car yet soo u kno i dont wanna take the cab cuz its too close from home and yet i dont wanna walk cuz its just not safe.....ugh we need to get a car soon!

anyways so yea we went to the malls today...1st, my mom and i went with my grandma and 2 of my aunts from my dad's side...we went to look for some comfy shoes for my grandma, she wanted some new ones cuz she'll b travellin...shes leavin this sat for swiss...i didnt kno she was leavin so soon, i thought she was leavin later this month, more like end of the month...hhmmm...well anyways so we got the shoes and then we went to eat a lite lunch....and then my cuzin Muti and her 2 kids came and picked me and my mom up, and then we went to another mall to meet up with my uncles and aunts from my mom's side...and we had lunch...see all ppl do over here is eat!! anyways the whole time we were at the mall, i got to push the baby in the stroller...its so funny, cuz ppl stared at me thinkin that shes my baby...even these ladies were whispering "look at her, shes so young and she has a baby already" i mean damnnn can they say it any louder...weirdos!..but wutever i let it go, didnt say anythin back...(then again, knowin me..i dont think i would have said anythin back anyway..hehehe)....

and now im at home, just finished chattin with my silly..and now im chattin with siso...btw siso send me some pics of ethan y dont u? i wanna see how big hes gotten...

lets hope i wont be goin to any malls 2morro...hehe

finally.. im back at my grandma's house...for the past 2 nites i slept over at my aunt vivi's house..(silly, aunt vivi is the so called mrs. operator, hehehe)...i decided to sleep over there after the CHRISYE concert on sat nite..and i must say i was deff entertained by his performance...not bad for my 1st concert in indo =) anwyays wut have i been doin for the past 2 days?...hmmm i had lunch with one of my 2nd cuzzins, Yinda who is leavin for the US this week...shes goin there to pick up her younger sister, Ninda who's been there for a year now and just graduated from high skool....anyways Yinda was like, u want me to give ur bf and ur friends anythin? im like MEEEE....take me with u! please!!! heheheh...but that didnt happen..blah!...anyways after lunch, my lil cuzzins and i were gonna go to the movies and see the HULK but that didnt happen either..we ended up stayin in and just chilled at home...

and then....my silly called me before i went to bed..woo hooo woo hooo...my 7 year old cuzzin, Kittan has this crush on me..its soo cute..so anyways while i was on the fone with steve for a good 45 mins, he was sittin next to me and tryin to understand what im sayin...which is funny cuz he doesnt understand english..hehehe...but its so cute cuz he was like, hurry up..its almost my bed time...i was like go ahead, u dont have to wait for me..hehehe...and he did, he gave up..how cuteeee!

earlier today i watched "cody banks"..yea yea i kno its a kids movie and i saw that movie in the states before...BUT to b honest i really like kids movies...my friends kno how much i love the Disney Channel...hehe...just admit it, u like to watch Lizzy McGuire tooo...hehehhe...

ooh ooh my cuzin, Muti (pronounced Moo Tea) came to Jakarta from Bandung (btw i was born in Bandung) and she brought her 2 kids..one is 4 years old named Audi (yes, like the car) and the baby is named Andhina, she is soooo cute..shes only 2 months old...im like her babysitter everytime im around, her mom would be like yani-watch her, yani-this, yani-that...as long as she doesnt say yani-change her diapers then im finee...heheh...so yeaaaa my aunts said when i hold her it just looks rite and they were like go get married and have babies..im like no no, not yet..i dont plan on havin any babies til im 24...yup sounds good rite? hehehe

well im off like a prom dress..hahaha...that reminds me of dave, my big bro! i miss u dave!!...

good news good news...my uncle let us borrow his car, he and his fam went to Bangkok for vacation...so woo hooo woo hooo no taxi for these couple of days...hehehe....ok so since their driver decided to take days off too, my bro is the new driver haha...1st we went to this public speakin skool for me, we just went there and took some brochures...im not sure if i want to take the classes cuz i dislike speakin in public....my friends kno how much i dislike it, how many times did i take speech class at nova??? hahaha...so yah i dont think i'll b registerin for that class...then we were gonna go to John Casablanca Modelin Skool but it was too late, it was 5 already...i'll just go on monday i guess.... so we decided to pick up one of our aunts..aunt vivi..from work and we went to the mall...where else would we go, everybody and their mamas love to go to the malls! so we went to Plaza Senayan for dinner...oooh and i think i saw one of my friends from middle skool...her face didnt change at all and her name is also Yani soooo i KNE that was her...but i didnt get a chance to say hello cuz she was workin as one of those ushers for some store opening...ugh maynn i should have said HI to her...i just hope i'll see her again....

we didnt stay long at the mall...did i mention the mall was PACKED! goodness, no more malls on weekends for me! anyways so my bro's friends picked him up to go to breakdancin practice..and my cuzzin, my sis, and i wanna go out to lounges..i guess its not such a bad nite for lounge hoppin...yea not club hoppin its lounge hoppin over here.... so its friday nite, theres a car but both of my cuzzin and my sis cant drive stick shift...whos left to drive? ME! dun dun duuunnnnn...hehehe...yea, NO! i refused i drive in jakarta, drivers r freakin crazy, the busses will piss me off, and the motorcycles..ooh gosh dont even get me started on the motorcycles...they are everywhere!! and they swear they own the road, they dont! ugh...ok ok...so my cuzn and sis r pressurin me to drive..they were like just drive round the neighborhood 1st to practice, im like ugh fine! so i told my dad to come with...and there i was drivin stick shift on the rite side, yea not left side..rite side!...drove round the neighborhood twice and got some gas...it was scary i must say...i mean it was at nitetime too and thats not as bad as daytime....whoa i dont think im ready for it yet, not just yet....so anyways went back home and rite when i got in the house my cuzn and sis were like well can u do it? can u do it? im like nah playa! not tonite, deff not tonite..i need more practice....

phew...so my mom, being the nice mom that she is..decided that she'll take us to the lounge...we went to NEWS CAFE 1st...place was aiight, we met up with one of my cuzn's friends, her name is Merry...btw shes a model/presenter/soap opera actrees over here..pretty kewl huh...and the thing is she sooo sweet too...how weird i would thing those semi-famous ppl r stuck up as anythin...well anwyways we stayed there for bout 45 mins...then we went to AVALON which was rite across the street...my sis' friend is the manager for this band called MALIK and they were performing so we went there to support....hmmm stayed there for about 45 mins too..ooh ooh and my silly called me while i was there =) then we met up with 2 of my cuzn's friends and went to ENTRANCE next to news cafe...hmmm wasnt really happenin so we only stayed there for 10 mins...apparently there were more of my cuzn's friends were waitin for us news cafe, so we went back there....the place was packed, soo packed! this rock metal band was performing it was so loud it wasnt even funny...we were like we want our table to b not so close to the stage pls...but noooo lucky us we got front center table! aaahhh it was so embarassing....and my silly called again...im like I CANT HEAR U SILLY PLS CALL ME BACK IN 30...hehehe...and he did he did, i got home and he called me yay! i got to talk to my silly in peace..hehe..i luv u silly more and more each day!

so thats wut i did yesterday....tonite we're goin to see CHRISYE in concert...hes a well-known indonesian singer...i dont really kno all his songs...but it should b pretty interestin cuz i think when i was lil my rents took me to his concert too...hmmmmm....mayn u kno everytime i watch MTV over here they keep talkin bout the JT & CHRISTINA TOUR...maaayyynnn i was supposed to go to that concert! but noooooo my ass is here and will b goin to the CHRISYE concert =(

anyways we'll see how the concert goes....

what did yan do today? hmmm i woke up round 10ish and i decided that i wanna go work out this mornin...but that didnt happen...my ass stayed home for hours and sat infront of the tv...wut was i doin? folding...yes folding...i was foldin brochures for the company my dad works for...i can honestly say i did that for bout 5 hours!! and that is not wut i call fun..no no...it reminded me of workin in the mailroom for asmi..hahaha....

round 6ish we took my grandma to the doctor..she had to get a check-up, shes goin to Swiss later this month..would b even cooler if i get to go with her...hmmm...good ideah eh? hehehe....then we went to eat at Bakmi Gajah Mada...ooh my...they have the best noodles ever! this is deff one of the things i missed while i was in the states...yummmyyy....after dinner, we finally went to see my cuzzin who just had a baby bout 2 weeks ago...wut a cute baby!...couldnt really play with her tho, all she did was sleepin when we were there...next time next time =)

and thats pretty much wut i did today..hopefully 2morro more interestin things will happen...hehe...til then =)

ps. kimmy i want one of those tag boards thingie...help me..hehehe

alrite..lets see how this thing works...i have friends that use online journal...so im a lil curious bout it too...im not really a journal person but hey maybe i'll end up likin it...and im sure mine will b pretty simple and i kno i will need kimmy's help with it..hehe..shes like the queen of html in my eyes..haha...

but anyways lets see...wuts goin on in my life....i recently moved back to indo, yea thats short for indonesia....a lil over a month ago...i lived in the states for 8 years...yup 8 years, the fam and i moved to VA in '95...we came back to indo to visit in '97...and now to b back here in 2003...all i can say is WHOA...hehe...i mean it feels good to b back, i get to see the whole fam again...my mom has 10 siblings and my dad has 4 siblings...and each of them has bout 3 kids..so u kno..when i say the whole fam, its the whooooolllleeee fam....hehehe....

i'll post some interesting stuff thats goin on in my life..im sure it wont b on a daily basis..hehe..its all good...but for now i just wanna say how much i miss my friends in the states who threw an unforgetable farewell party for my bro and me...i love u guys a whole lot, pls remember that!...i deff cant wait til i get to see each and every single one of u again!! and ofcourse i cant wait to see my silly who will come visit me in sept =) muchaz muaaahhzz silly!