4 months and goin and goin and goin..hehe

exactly 4 months ago today oka made me the happiest girl alive...yup yup exactly 4 months ago he asked me out...awwwww...hehehehe

its been 4 months and honestly i've come to love him more and more each day...he's the reason i smile...hes been there for me...hes been supportin me in everythin i do...he keeps pushin me to go back to skool...(i will baby, i will hehe)...he cares for me...hes the one i can lean on...hes the one i can trust...aaahh hes everythin to me =D

im just really happy that im with him now...it took us awhile to officially become a couple...but i wouldnt change a thing...cuz most importantly is that he is mine now...all mineeee...hehehe...i kno sharin is carin...but i aint sharin my bf..ooh hell nooooooo...hehehe

i kno in the past 4 months we've had our ups and downs but i believe thats cuz both of us r still learnin each other...so i can only hope for many more months to come...cuz i wanna learn everythin there is to learn bout him =)

i luv u oka wisnupada antara....mwaaaaahhhhhh

hot and sweaty sunday haha

yesterday oka performed at a high skool event...it was so nice that i got to go along with him...kept him company and supported him...and yea bein the camera man again, had to record the performance on his handycam...hehe..but it was all gravyyyyy...i kinda missed doin that...since i've missed a couple of his last performances...

anyways we had to wait for a while..we got there round 1pm...and he was supposed to perform at 2:30 but he didnt get up on stage til bout 4ish...all good tho cuz i think the performance was great...he was so energetic...the breakers were good...soraya didnt forget her lyrics..hehe...and most importantly the crowd was awesome!! sooo many ppl were there good god!...then after oka got off stage, he got bombarded by his teen fans..hahaha...and i kno wut u guys r thinkin, yani is a jealous girl i bet she got jealous bla bla bla...well fyi nooooo i dont get jealous aiite..hehehe..im straight with the whole teen fans, i mean all they want is to take a pic with him or just want his autograph...but if they were a bunch of groupies who want sumthin sumthin..theeennn we'd have a prob aiite ;-)

yesterday has got to b one of the hottest day everrrr...everyone was sweatin...yuck..hahaha...and ofcourse were were madd hungry so afterwards we went to my aunt's house...and we got served some melon juice kinda thing and spaghetty...yummmyyyy...hehehe

so in conclusion (wtf? im not writin an essay hehe) yesterday was deff a loooonnnnggg and tiring day...but i had hella fun with my baby and the others...


wanna let me in on the pic baby??


much better!.. hehehe...


got bored waitin.. haha


super awesome crowd !!!


work it! work it!.. hehehe


all he needs is one mic ;-)


oka with his breakers


last pic of the day...

ps. gotta give props to our new friend Nabila aka lil paparazzi for helpin me takin pics of the performance.. thank uuu sweetie!

simple plan press conference...the guy on the far rite is the translator...maynn i wouldnt mind havin that job either..hehehe...

with dave-pierre-jeff of simple plan...bunch of cuties...thats includin me....hehe..like i said before hush-dont burst my bubble ;-)

the concert...ewww...sweaty ppl everywhere...yuck..hahaha

SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT

just for the record...im not a big fan of Simple Plan aiite...cuz i think their lyrics r no diff than boy bands'...but wait, i've always liked boy bands..hhmmm...well wutever i like simple plan but not crazy over them, yea thats more like it..hehehehe

so in the afternoon they had their press conference...took a couple of pics of them...then afterwards mtv got to interview them, nope i didnt get that job..that was vj evan's job...arrgghh...when am i ever gon interview international artists!!...anyways my younger cuzzin is simple plan bigggeeessstttt fan!! gosh shes crazy over them, she knows all their lyrics, goodness gracious!.hehehe...ofcourse ever since she heard SP was comin here she kept on buggin me to have them sign her cd...hehehe...so bein the great cuzin that i am hahaha i got that damn cd signed with her name on it too...ooh and ofcourse i got a pic with them too....but i cant seem to post any pics lately..arrgghhh...when its fixed, i'll post them aiite =) ...they were nice guys even tho when they get real bored with the interview they tend to talk shiet bout it in french..so yea dunno wut they said bout us hahaha but hey they said im a cute one...oooooooohhhhhh....hahahahha...im sure they say that to everyone, but hush--dont burst my bubble..hahaha

the concert was great!!!! the place was packed with teens! and some of their moms hahahaha....i had so much fun jumpin round and yellin out stuff and sweatin like i just took a shower..hahahaha

over all i had a great nite...next concert is AVRIL LAVIGNE and then JA RULE...cant waiiiittttttt

CAKE "PRESSURE CHIEF" CONCERT

ok so i got assign to cover CAKE concert...hhmm..i kno this is bad of me since im a so called vj or wut not...but i have noooo idea who they were...i did my homework and surfed the internet, and apparently they've been around for like 10 years! hehehe...have any of u guys heard of them? holla if u have..
they also did a remake of "i will survive" so ofcourse i kno that song, who doesnt? rite? and i got see their latest video on tv earlier and its called "no phone"...very catchy, i like i like...

so anyways the crew and i went to the concert...and the place was not even packed...and the ppl who came were the older crowd, go figure...the teens werent around 10 years ago! haha...so i dont think the concert was a success but hey it was a concert and i got in for free...im straight! hehe

so i personally enjoyed the concert...cuz i love concerts anyway...u guys kno that rite?!?! hehe...

which btw...asta and mrm...guess whos havin a concert next month!??!?! JA RULE !!!!! whaahahhahaha...i cant wait, i wanna see him in concert cuz i never got a chance to do so back in VA...wooo hooo woo hooo...lets hope it aint gon get cancelled....

here's one of the pics i took at the concert...it looked a lil borin huh...but i swear it wasnt, it was fun...im serious...believe me..hehehe

vj hunt 2005

here r sum pics from the vj hunt 2005 road show held at the town square a couple of days ago...
we came to support ofcourseeee.. hehehe

crazy ass ppl.. hahahaha

million dollar baby

today oka and i went to see "million dollar baby"...that movie was really sad..got me all teary eyed...but i liked it very much, thank u...hehehe...still tho, at first we didnt wanna see it on dvd...and today when we got to the theater we didnt really wanna see it either...but since there were no other good movies we ended up watchin it...actually there was "robots" playin but oka didnt wanna see it..hehehe...
and to tell u the truth, im glad we saw it...even tho it was kinda long...but it sure was a good movie...hillary swank was great, made me wanna b a fighter...siiiikkkeeee...hahaha...no wonder she got the oscar...
anyways for u guys who havent seen it yet, take my word and see it...then tell me wut u think of it aiite =)

my baby's big day !!!

yup yup today was my baby's big day !!! my baby graduated !!! wooo hooo woo hooo...
well actually he graduated back in June 2004...but today was the ceremony...
ceremonies r always borin...but i didnt think it was gon b sooooo borin...hehehe..im sowwie but this one dude was givin his speech and believe me when i say almost errrrone fell asleep...hahaha...and it was the longest ceremony ever, started at 9am and ended at 1pm..whoaaaaaa
but anyways im so happy for oka...done with his bachelor degree, next is master degree..rite baby?....and he looked really good wearin the cap and gown...awwww...that made me remember my high skool graduation..whahahahah

congrats baby !!!


awwwww..how cute! hehe

im next!..uuhh..yea..when will that b?...i promised errone i'll go back to skool so just wait and see ppl

wutta surprise!!!

oka shaved his head!!! whoaaaaa....so i havent seen him for 2 days, we talked ontthe fone on both days but he didnt mention anythin bout gettin a haircut....we met up at a book store yesterday and whoaaaaa....he shaved his head!!...no afro...no cornrows...just shaved head...which is foine with me...cuz god knows how much i like shaved head guys...hehehehe...so the point is---i luv it, i luv it, i luv it !!!....wut a surprise baby!

last nite we also went clubbin...oomyyyy i havent gone clubbin in a while...so we went, thinkin we were gon have a great time...well we only had a so so time...it was aiite...we got there round midnite, and the club wasnt even packed--felt like it was only 10pm hehehe...so anyways we left at 2am, we couldnt stay too long cuz tomorro is my baby's big day !!!


afro--fine, cornrows--better, shaved--even better!!! hehehe

THE PRODIGY LIVE IN JAKARTA !!!

oooowwww shiiieeeetttt.....last nite i went to see Prodigy in concert!!...and to b honest that shiet was awsome!...i didnt think it was gon b that good...so anyways last nite i had to work, u kno had to cover the concert for mtv news...at first i was like uumm i dont really kno anythin bout prodigy, the only song i kno is "smack my bitch up"..but i remember i really liked that song back in the day..hehe...there werent many ppl who came BUT i could tell the ppl who came were big fans of prodigy...cuz the crowd was pumped like no other...they were jumpin round...dancin round...good god seein them like that got me in the mood, so yea i was jumpin round too..hahahaha

i got hella tired afterwards...but that was deff a good concert...deff sumthin diff =)

anyways i got pissed cuz i had left my digi cam at home..so i coulnd take any pics...arrrgghhhh....so i took pics with my cell fone...pretty much cant see shiet...but yea o well..haha...

so these r how the pics came out..hahahaha...arrrggghhh...still cant believe i left my digi cam!!!


cant see em !!

still cant really see em..haha

at home chillin...

yuuupp...
at home chillin.. y not take sum pics.. damn asians.. hahaha...


babyyyyyy !!!


got his haid did =D


y is my face super white there? haha


-143-

weddin time !!!

no no...i didnt get married...hehehe...it wasnt mine...
last nite was my one of my cuzins' weddin..her name is nadia and shes my cuzin from my dad's side...she got married to this guy named marthein from the netherland...cant wait til they have babies, gon b some cute ass mutt babies..hehehe
the weddin was madd niceeeee...damn ppl with madd money...hahaha...im jokin...the weddin was nice, she looked so pretty...well actually they both looked great...too bad i didnt take any pics of them hehehe...pardon me, i was havin too much fun takin pics with my not-married-yet cuzins..hehe..
alot of ppl showed up, alot of ppl danced the nite away, and there were deff lots of good food!...from rice to pasta...from ice cream to cake...from water to wine...i picked water, trust me...me no like wine...ever ever...hehehe
i think the next weddin will b my sis'...i mean damnnn...its about time dont u think?...shes been with her bf for over a year...they act like old married couple...so i think they mite as well get married...if u guys agree, say aye!...ayeeeeee....hehehehe

anyways these r the pics taken from last nite:


with my sis and my lil cuzin--my sis looked like her when she was lil..heheheh

my baby couldnt make it so ramon was his substitute...and he didnt mind goin at all, on his mind was--free fooodddd !!! hehehehe...ps.i missed u baby!

me and my cuzins, we only dress up like this on special occasions, belieeee me...i see big hair, wut do u see? hehehe ;-)

chicks who aint married yet..hahaha...these r the girls from my dad's side who arent married yet...3 down and these r how many left...whos next? whos next?...

Oka off to Bali =(

oka left for Bali this mornin...hiks hiks...he'll b gone til november..siiikkkeee...hahaha...he'll b gone til sunday...yea i dont think i'd b able to take it if he's gone til november, good god...he's off to Bali with his parents for Balinese new year...yup my baby is half balinese and half javanese...and i dunno alot about balinese new year, but this is wut i kno (correct me if im wrong baby) :

-the 1st day is called Nyepi Day which is a day of silence...all activities in all over bali has to b stopped for 24 hours...no fire, no work, no entertainment and pleasure, and no travellin...so pretty much no electricity...whoa i dont think i can survive that for a day..."wut am i supposed to to w.out my cell fone?!?!" hehehe...but anyways, they do this to control their 5 earthy senses by mind and wisdom so the quality of life for the upcoming year will b better....

-the 2nd day is a day of forgiveness...where ppl share happiness by visitin their relatives and friends...so the new year starts with forgiving each other and forget the hate in the past year...

maynnnn i miss him already...another weekend without my bf...hiks hiks...

have a safe flight, a safe trip, and hurry back !!

mwaaaaahhhhhhh

Ladies on Top !

last nite soraya and i met up with fellma and her other friends at hard rock cafe cuz it was ladies nite...Christian Bautista, a singer from the phillipines performed there...it was a special event kinda thing and it was called Ladies on Top...it was ladies nite alrite, like literally no guys were allowed in hahahaa...which was pretty kewl...but good god those ladies were all crazy bout bautista...they screamed and everythin, shiet it was only bautista for god sake...i would have done that if it were Usher or JT...hehehehe...but hey, wutever floats their boats..hehehe....
over all the performance was good, i was entertained cuz gotta admit he got nice ass voice kinda like josh groban's...

anyways this is a pic of me interviewin bautista back in november 2004 at a high skool event


xtian bautista

DVD time

today me and oka chilled at his house...we saw "Assault on Precinct 13"...at 1st oka wanted to see "Million Dollar Baby" but we thought it mite get a lil borin so didnt get that one...i on the other hand wanted to see "Coach Carter"...but the quality for coach carter isnt good yet, arrrgghh i wanted to see that one so bad cuz i think its gon b a good one...ps. i just talked to asta and she said mary saw it and it was good...hehehe... but we ended up with Assault on precinct 13, which wasnt bad at all...i liked it actually, not cuz ja rule is in it...i dont care wut ppl say, i happen to like ja rule okaaaayyyy....so anyways i'd give it a 3.5 stars for the movie...

gosh seein ja rule in that movie reminded me of MrM..hehehehe...asta and hector know wut im talkin bout...mrm was ja rule's groupie! hahaha..."bye ja rule!!" wahahahaha...but hands down to mrm, she actually got a pic with ja rule to show errrone that she met him..hehehe..i kno mrm doesnt really do computers, but hey if u're reading this...i miss u chica!!!!

anyways, i deff enjoyed my time with oka today...so relaxin just watchin dvd...the movie was good cuz i picked it out baby hehehe...and beside i missed him so much, not seein him for a whole weekend sucked big ones...so i was just happy i got to spend time with him today...i cant wait til our next so called blockbuster nite =)

this is a pic of us taken bout 2 weeks ago..gosh i luv it when he smiles...so cute!


luvbirds

shout out to my baby =)

i am so much in luv with my baby...i feel comfort when im with him, i feel happy when im with him, i feel cared for when im with him, hes the one i trust, hes the one i can always rely on, he always give me good advises, hes a shoulder to cry on, hes my baby, hes my everythin... he and i kno that i cant write any poems for shiet..hehe..so i got this from one of tamia's songs called So into U...

With every passing moment
Thoughts of you run through my head
Everytime that I'm near you
I realize that your heaven sent

I think your truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together you and me boy
There's noone like you around

I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it, I'm so into you

It could be the way that you hold me
It could be the things that you say
Oh I'm not to sure what it is boy
But I know I like feeling this way

Oh I really like
What I feel when I'm with you
Your a dream come true
Don't you ever leave my side
Cuz it feels so right baby

if u're readin this, i kno i say this so many times already but its true its true...im so deeply in luv with u ...n i am so thankful to have u in my life... -143-

JAVA JAZZ FESTIVAL !!!

phewwwwww....ooh gosh i dont think i've ever been this tired...i cant feel my legs! hahaha...so on my last blog, the question was..will i get sick on mon!?!? well i beat myself to it, i got freakin sick on thurs nite...so for the whole 3 days of java jazz festival my ass was sick !!! aaarrrgghhh...i cant believe it!...i felt terrible on fri, i didnt think i could go thru the whole day...on sat i felt a lil better, went by pretty quick...and today i felt much better, but i still got hella tired...seriously tho i had great time at the festival but my ass is all worked out hahaha...

so anyways i didnt get to interview any international artists, vj daniel got that job...so wut i did for these past 3 days was interviewin indo artists n ppl who came to the festival...i did mtv news and mtv jazz (a special program for this event)...buuuutttt i did get to take pics with George Duke and Angie Stone...i wanted to take a pic with Eric Benet, but that didnt happen, arrgh!...all good tho...ooh and no pics with the godfather of soul himself mr. James Brown..hiks hiks..he didnt do any interviews...hes too old for it..hehehe...

over all the festival was a success..so many ppl came..i'm glad i got to work even tho i was all sick...

so these r the pics of me with george duke and angie stone
george duke--to be honest i've never heard of thim before, pardon me..i dont really listen to jazz hehehe...but it was all gravy, he was pretty kewl !
angie stone--this is for u astaaaaa....i kno how much u like her!...she was so sweet...but i felt like a lite skinned sista next to her..hahaha...cuz u kno i'm black like that rite asta?!?! hehehehhe

george duke !!! 

angie stone !!! 

its gon b a looonngggg week

its true, i think this week is gon b a looonggg week...its gon go by really really really slow...cuz my ass is put to work for freakin 6 days in row...whoaa...to make one thing clear tho, i am not complainin bout them givin me jobs hehehe...its all gravy...its just that i kno im gonna get so tired after sunday...yikes...i just hope i dont get sick.

so monday was my day off--shieet i cant even remember wut i did that day..
tues --i had to cover "Java Jazz Festival on the move bringin jazz to campus"..its a pre event kinda thing before Java Jazs Festival that will take place this weekend..yup it will go on for 3 days...
today--i had to cover a movie premiere
thurs--i will have to cover 2 events...im not a happy camper when theres 2 events to b covered in one day...1st one is a press conference for a car to b won for MTV VJ HUNT 2005...then the 2nd one is behind the scene of makin a video for some band i dont even kno yet..hehe...
fri, sat, and sun--JAVA JAZZ FESTIVAL...even tho my ass doesnt really listen to jazz but this one is gon b good...i really wanna see angie stone and james brown...i dont think i'll get to interview them but hopefully i can take pics with them..hehehehe

so that is wut i'll b doin this wholeeee week...will i get sick on mon??? that is the question...hhhmmm....