im feelin better, i must say writin down wut i feel in this online journal helps..i guess havin a blog was a pretty good idea...

so wut have i been doing...hmmm...last week i went on a castin call and i actually got the part =) in indo, we bite other countries tv shows sooo now we are gonna copy mtv's dismissed...its called "mak comblang" which means "cupid"...and yes i do have a boyfriend so y the hell am i goin on this show...well this is only the pilot which means its fake...i told my silly bout it and hes fine with it, see its alot diff than "dismissed", u kno they have freaks on that show...indo's tv stations r really strict bout that stuff, they cant show any kissing and stuff like that....so yeah my silly says thats kewl and have fun on ur blind date..hehe... so i had the blind date yesterday, the guy's name is Zahid...on the 1st date he and this girl played pool, on my part of the date we went joggin-yup they worked me, cuz we actually jogged-, and the last girl got to go on a dinner with him...i think it will air sumtime in oct but im not sure...the date went well, he was nice and funny but hes only 18..can u believe they set me up with an 18 year old? haha i was soo nervous cuz it was my 1st job and all the cameras freaked me out a lil...but i must say i had a pretty fun time!

last nite i went to a so called house party...yea, no...it wasnt a house party..it was more like a get together...and it SUCKED ass...ok so this is how i got invited...these rappers from malay called Too Phat is in town (they're pretty famous in asia, apparently they have single with Warren G)...and they brought their breakers with them, and ofcourse my bro knows them some how...so yup, my bro got invited and i tagged along..hehe...and no i didnt go as one of the groupies cuz i dont even kno how they look like and i only know one of their songs...i wasnt gonna go cuz i didnt feel like goin with a bunch of b-boys but thank god this girl Nina came along...shes cool as shiet, she lived in cali for the past 3 years and she moved back to indo about 4 months ago...she doesnt like it here either and is planning to go back in january..she has an accent when she speaks indo, i was like oo whoa i think i sound like her when i speak...hehehe....we were like finally, someone to speak english with! both of us think our english has gone bad ever since we moved here, how sad....and we didnt care so much bout weights when we were in the states and now both of us r tryin to lose some weight, im tellin the pressure to b thin is crazy over here....but anyways the point is i feel like i finally met someone i can relate to, feels like we have so much in common..she says she'll call me up when she goes to the gym hehehe so yea hopefully we'll chill more....
ooh so back to the party....the dj played some good songs but no one really danced...some celebrities were there, the so called IT ppl in jakarta were there, some were nice and ofcourse some had sumtin up their butts...how do i rate the party...hmmm..a 5...next time next time...hehe

anyways im tired and i think the blog is long enuff...so im off to bed....

shout ouf to OMAR i got ur e-mail, thank u! and i will write u back soon, take care and ttys =)