udjo's weddin

earlier tonite we went to Udjo's wedding... to b honest we're not that close to him buuutt hes such a nice guy and he invited oka... so we say, yes we shall go to his weddin.. hehehe...
we didnt take pics at the weddin tho cuz we didnt stay for long, so we actually took pics of us when we got back to oka's house and he changed his clothes already.. hahahah... ooh well...


take one

take two

guess whos back ?!?

im baaaaaccckkk.... yup my ass got back in town on monday nite... the trip was hella tirin... goodness gracious... ooh and my aunt Bidie came along.. she and i walked everywhere i mean everywhereeeee... my feet were killin me.. this trip was diff than the last time we were there... last time was deff a vacation, well no not really cuz oka was kinda busy with his stuff.. but yea this time around i was there to check out a skool (yup if all goes well i mite move there this year to go to skool).. and to check out some apartments also... so we took the bus, the mrt aka metro aka subway hehe, and deff walked our asses.. hehe.. and the resuts, skool is fine and apts r aiite too... i honestly cant wait to move out there.. i've had enuff of Jakarta.. i want to moveeee...

and ofcourse my ass did some shoppin while i was there... it was all about Forever 21 !... luv that store, yes i do.. hehe...

another trip

thats riteeeee.... im goin on another trip... s'pore here i comeeeee... hehehehe...
my sis is goin on a business trip and she wants some company, so how could i reject that offer... rite? hahahaha...
so we're leavin 2morro and will b back on mon... sweeeetttt =D

clumsy ass

aiite so my ass can b clumsy at times, ugh hate that... i freakin FELL down the stairs last nite!!! aaaaahhhhh... i bruised my thigh, my big toe is swollen, and i think i even sprained my ankle!!! aaaaahhhh... that shiet hurt so bad!... all of that happened cuz i was readin a magazine while i was walkin down the stairs!... uuggghhhhhhh... i'll never do that again, thats for sure... shiet shiet shiet...

out in theaters !!!

out in theaters !!! (in indo that is... hehehe)

so freakin excited =D


aaahhh.. cant believe thats meee on the poster.. hehehe...

movie promo

did another photo shoot today to promote the movie...


before the photo shoot started..

random pics

just random pics of me and mi amor =)






mwah !!!

oka n sabria's SO SPECIAL

as soon as i got back in town, the next mornin i was picked up by my baby to shoot his new video...

its called So Special and its a duet with Sabria...
the shoot took all day yesterday at Sabria's house, we finally finished around 2am... phew!
and even worse, i was sick the whole time cuz for sum reason i had the biggest headache ever...
maybe i was still too tired from my trip and i didnt get enuff sleep the nite before.. ugh...
so i did sum scenes and then my baby let me take a nap for a bit so i'd feel better... he was there for me the whole time i wasnt feelin well... thank uuu for bein so understandin.. luv him!

ooh oka's mom even came to see us shoot, she brought us sum pizza... she is so sweet =)

i think the video will turn out pretty good.. cant wait to see it =)

look at him takin a pic of himself.. he can always crack me up!.. hehe

so i decided to join in.. hehe.. omg! i have the chubbiest cheeks ever!.. a couple of days in malay n thats wut i got!.. hiks hiks...

this is sabriaaaaaa

dinners and malay

i had 2 boitday dinners this year...
one with the fam on mon (includin my baby, oka)...



and another one was tonite with friends... and febian, ofcourse, my bday is his bday too.. hahaha...



lil ice cream cake for the big two-four


girls girls girls


with 2 friends and a cuzin.. hehe


my girl mitaaaaaaa


my buddie widi


my homie azhang hehehe


ladies.. puti n kaka


febian's girl.. Galuh..


felt like a vj hunt girls reunion.. hahaha

i had soooo much fun... i really hoped oka could have made it tho =(

but hey.. guess wuuuuttt !?!??!

im goin to MALAYSIA in the mornin!!!

woo hooo woo hooo

imma do a lil shoppin.. take lots and lots of pics... oooohhhhhh... i cant wait!
i hope its gon b a fun fun fun trip...

i'll b back on sunday with storiiiieeesssss... hehehehehe

and its damn near 2am, i better go to bed cuz i gots to wake up at 6am... aarrggghhhh...

malay here i commmeeeeee =D

playboy

crazzzzzyyyyyy... thats all i gotta say.. hahaha

yup im talkin bout Playboy magazine alrite... for the 1st time ever, indonesia is gon have playboy magz... their 1st edition will b out this april... which is crazy, considerin indonesia is pretty much a moslem country... but apparently there wont b any nude pics, which is pointless cuz then it'll just b the same as fhm, maxim, etc...

well anyways, even more crazyyyyy.... playboy indo called me up yesterday and asked me if i wanted to b their 1st playmate aka playboy bunny ?!?!?!? wtf !???!
alrite so maybe my nickname was bunny at one time, but not thaaaat kinda bunny, u kno?!?!
i have never ever ever ever thought bout being in playboy... i admitted last time when i said i've thought of posin for fhm... but playboy???... no way... thats a heeeelllll noooooo....
so i said thanks, but no thanks!

i wonder how many chicks have turned down that offer...

my day

its my boitday !!!
im freakin 24 nowwwww !!!
aaaaaahhhhhhhh !!!
hehehehe

early boitday present

oka got me an early bday present.. woo hoo woo hoo.. hehehe

this past week oka and i have been all over jakarta to find me a good pair of glasses... yuuupp i actually requested wut i want for a present.. hehe..
and the reason y i wanted glasses is cuz well my old one is just all messed up and crooked and it pretty much made me look like a big dork, yea a dorkazoid.. hehehe...

i have had my eye on these Miss Sixty glasses, liked em alot but i didnt like the color of the frame, it was black and it made me look really mean.. haha.. so we decided to look around to find the same exact frame with diff color... and that didnt work out =( so after we went to so many diff malls, i finally like one by Sisley... some wut similar to the miss sixty one... and the color is brown not black... so i'm straight! hehehe...

thank u oka!! mwah mwah mwah!!!

outta town

the fam and i were outta town from sun to tues, went to Bandung to b exact.. we celebrated Eid with my mom's side of the family.. its always nice to go there, its refreshin even tho when we're all together its always like 50 ppl in one place hehehe... and its also refreshin cuz i usually go shoppin there too hahaha... damn it, i caved in!... i did a lil shoppin again, but it didnt do a big damage on my wallet... i was still sane, haha!

anyways, back in j-town<--- ugh, i cant believe ppl r sayin j-town for jakarta now, how silly and annoyin... (its only the beginnin of the year yani, dont start hatin now... hehehehe)

SALE

aiite.. so my cuzin named Muti is in town.. shes a shoppin freak and she pretty much dragged me to the mall in the wee mornin today... y u might ask???... cuz theres a HUGE sale at this store called Zara... uh huh.. thats rite... so my mom woke me up at 8am, she was like zara is havin a sale and muti is pickin us up at 9ish... i was like oooh hell noooo.. im goin back to bed!... but then.... ummm, i cant resist my mind sayin "sale sale sale" ... hahaha.. so i caved in.. damn it!... took a quick shower and i was all ready to go.. haha...

Muti picked me,my mom, and my cuzin Adri up at 9:30... got to the mall at 9:45... and believe it or not when we got there, there was a line formed already!!!... and weeeeee thought we were gon b the 1st ones there.. hahaha... honestly this was the 1st time we have ever done this, actually determined to shop!!... i was kinda embarrassed cuz i think its so silly to actually go to a store in the freakin mornin, get there even before the mall is open, then stand in line to go in!... a bit funnyto me... but anyway, so we stood in line for 15mins until the doors were opened at 10am... and then we shopped til we dropped!!!!... it was crazzzyyyyyyy.... while were were inside, ppl were still standin in line outside, so many ppl came that they wouldnt let everyone in... they gots to wait while we're in there huntin for bargains... suckaaaasss.... wahahaha....

anyways... i got me some stuff... my mom got me some stuff.. hehe... then she also got some for febian and oka... adri got himself some shirts.... and muti just bought a whole lotta stuff for herself.. ahahahah....

surprisingly, today was a whole lotts of fuuuuuunnnnnnn....
shiet, who am i kiddin.... i luv to shop too for goodness sake... hehehehehe....
but i promise thats it, no more shoppin.... tiiiiillllll.... i get to malaysia!!!!... woo hoooooo woo hooooo.... heehehehehe....

new new new

oops almost forgot... i decided to change my blog template... i've had it for two and a half years, i mean dammnnn... time for a change rite? hehehe...

on the new one theres no "tagboard"... but u guys can leave me comments.... yeaaaaaaa, dont forget to leave me sum aiite... hehehe

ooh and i also wanna thank kimmmmaaaaayyyyyy.... cuz she was the one who made the last template for me... awwwww... shes the sweetest, and will always b ;-) miss ya lots and lots.....

aiite thats all... im off to bed now...

2006 !!!

i cant believe its 2006 already.. goodness gracious!... time flies like no other.. yikes...

in my first blog entry for 2006 i wanna share my new year's eve stories... sike! hehehe.... there are no stories... i spent nye with my fam and oka... oka and i had dinner with the fam, from my dad's side... that ended around 10ish... and then i had a relaxin, quiet, evenin with oka... yuuuppp no partyin for us... we're gettin old.. haha.. well more like, we just didnt feel like clubbin... so a quiet nite it was... hehehe...

how was ur nye ppl??? holla at me, i wanna knooooo... hehehe

ooh and just in case u guys r forgettin... this is my bday month... (oo gosh i miss MRM with her "its my bday, its my bday week, its my bday month" heheheh).... so yeaaaaa.... this year i wannnnnttttt......

ASTA AND WHOEVER SHE CAN GET (u would b one of them kanel bell) TO COME VISIT ME !!!

that would b all, muchas gracias ;-)

NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR ERRRRRBODY !!!

HAVE A SAFE NEW YEAR'S EVE !!!

DON'T DRINK TOO MUCH !!! HEHEHE

AND

I HOPE WE ALL HAVE A BETTER YEAR IN 2006 !!!

image

i always try to make a good image of myself... always try to b a nice girl so ppl would like me... i wouldnt say i try too hard... and as many times have i said i dont care wut ppl think of me, i still do... damn it... and u kno me, i always try to please other ppl... i cant say no to ppl, if i can make them feel better then im straight... even when they're happy and i'm miserable, i'd still b straight...

as if thats not bad enuff... the worst thing bout bein me is that i care too much bout wut other ppl think of me, so i end up hurtin a person who cares for me the most... im blinded by other ppl, i pretty much cant see that i'm hurtin this person... over and over and over again... until, its too late... is it too late?.... i really hope not... cuz i cant seem to even picture wut my life would b w.out this special person...

im deff feelin blue...

FHM

yup... u got that rite... FHM as in For Him Magazine...

so today we had a photo shoot at FHM Indo... we as in Me, Sabria, Metha, and Imey... as in the girls in the movie im involved in... it was part of the movie promo and we were given a spread of 6 pages... which is a great thing, buuuttt yyyyy does it have to b for FHM... i mean i kno i've said this before, and i bet u guys remember me sayin i'd like to pose for FHM one day... but that was like in 2000... goodness its almost 2006 and i deff have grown a lil.. just a lil.. hehehe... so i wasnt really that excited when the offer was rite under my nose, u kno.... and on top of that, i have a big fam, i mean biiiiggggg and religious fam over here... i just kno that they would freak if they were to see me on FHM... not good not good...

but after all these unimportant arguments, plus misunderstandin occured with the production house... i decided to do it, for the sake of the movie... i talked to my rents and oka about it and they were fine with it, it deff made me more confident doin the shoot... my rents had one thing to say, dont show too much!! =D

now... when u think of FHM, u think of bikinis, topless, a whole lotta skin, riteeee???... well thank goodness this is FHM indo, so it still has limits.. hehehe... aaannnddd the great thing bout it was we got to bargain bout the clothin.... and thank goodness, we all got away with sexy tops, more like clubbin wear.. hehehe.. so it was all gravy!... well exept for this chick imey, she wore a lingerie... she was the only one who got balls to do so.. haahaha...

so i must say our photo shoot today was deff nothin compared to FHM over in the US... im still a goody goody ;-) it was a long day... but it was deff an experience.. sumthin i'll prob never do again, yea most likely not gon happen again.. ehehehe... so im just hopin the pics will turn out great in the February edition...

here r sum of the pics from today's shoot...


with sabriaaaaa


with imeeeeyyyyy


all 4 ladies


hey waiiiittt my hair aint done yet!


ok now we can start.. hehehe...


afterwards, my baby picked me up.. and we had a relaxin rest of the day at his house =)


luv u baby!

MERRY XMAS !!!

i just wanna wish everyone a MERRY XMAS !!!
hope all of u have a great one !!!
wish i was there with u guys...
miss uuuuuuu all =D

KING KONG

yes its another movie review... dont hate asta and kanel... hahahaha...
oka n i saw it today... i luuuuuuvvvvvveeeddd it.... two thumbs up... i didnt think it was gonna b that good... but i must say i was deff entertained... and i criiieeddd... (when do i not cry? hahahah)... sad sad movie... i want me a kong hehehehe...
u guys better go see it! its worth it, its worth it =D

MALAYSIA

woo hooo woo hoo woo hoo...
if everythin goes well, i'm goin to malaysia next month for my bday!!!
im plannin on goin with my cuzins... so far there are 9 of us!!!
too bad oka wouldnt b able to make it =(
hes busy with classes/courses, and he cant miss any of them...
-dont worry baby, i'll get u some souvenirs ;-)
hehehehe
i have never been to malaysia before... so i'm really lookin forward to it... aaannnddd Naadira aka my lil twin lives there now... she attended stuart also, and ppl used to say we looked so much alike that we could have been twins.. hahaha... in 2003 i moved to indo and she moved to malaysia... hehehe... so yeaaaaa i cant wait to meet up with her too =D

u guys want anythin from malaysia???

hahaha... say wuuuttt???

You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

souvenirs

yes who doesnt like souvenirs.. heheheh
my rents was outta the country.. they went to Thailand for a week... and they came back like 2 days ago... aaaannnnddd they got me so many stuff its not even funny... ooh i luuvvvvv em... heheehe... they got me bags/purses, tops, and jackets... me like me like... hehehehe
i was supposed to go with them also, but i couldnt cuz i had to work.. yikes...
but hopefully i get to go someday... never been to Thailand before so it would b great, i kno it.. hehe..

in and out

aaaaahhh.... i'm tired.. been in and outta town for the past 2 weeks... the suckie part, i was outta town for both weekends... yikes... so didnt get to spend sat nites with oka... it was my fault tho, y did i even take the job, my ass doesnt even like travellin for goodness sake...
but thats over and done with... glad to b back... now i can b a bum and rest... hehehehe

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

hehehe... me so happy... me so happy...

today is our 1 year anniversary!!!

i cant believe we've been together for a year now...

been a bumpy year but i wouldnt want it any other way.. hehehe...

he got me a dozen of beautiful red roses =D

then we had an oh so sweet dinner =D

i luv him more and more...

mwah mwah mwah

...

mtv jams !!!

omg omg!!!
i cant believe i got to shoot MTV Jams with my babyyyy...
it was only for 2 episodes cuz they will no longer have mtv jams anymore.. buuutt it was deff a dream come true for meee.. cuz u all kno how much i've wanted to host that show.. hehehe..
thank uuuuu mtv!
and ofcourse thank uuu to my baby for bearin with me thru out the whole shooting.. heheheh...

got bored

i god bored today... so i went next door and got my hair did... yes theres a salon rite next to my house... gotta luv that! hehe... i got me a lil afro.. woo hooo... hahahaha...

roku-roku

that is the name of our fave place to eat.. its japanese, its cheap, and its yummy.. hahaha...

we luuuvvvvvv roku-roku... hehehe


i think this was taken sum time last month...

shitty day

aarrrrggghhhh..... i had the worst day ever... shitty ass day eveeerrrr.....

i dislike haters... haters need to get their asses whoop!!!!

i dislike em with a passion !!!!!!

mi amor is baccckkkk....

oka came back from bali yesterday... woo hoo.. woo hoo...

he hasnt fully recovered... still weak.. and has these red marks all over his body... poor guy...
aannndd... bein the oh so good gf that i am... i went over to his house rite away... hehehe.. well more like i've missed him too much, so i couldnt wait another day not to see him =)

so i went over to his house, watched tv, had dinner, and pretty much kept him company til he got sleepy...awwww... i've missed him soo much!.. hehehe.. yes, i just had to say it again.. hehehehe...

something i havent done in a while

and that would b...
havin the urge to go back to va... hiks hiks...
i havent thought bout it much lately... but for some reason i couldnt sleep last nite... i kept thinkin how much i missed my girls, and my boys... (this is so hector doesnt feel left out).. hehehehe...
i wanna go to va sooo much, even if its only for a vacay u kno.... it would b soo kewl if i dont tell anyone and i just show up at their door steps and surprise em.. hehehehe... ooohhh that would b the day =D

kaneli and i chatted on msn for a bit... ooohhh how i've missed that girl... havent heard from her in a hot minute (gangsta mode-on) hehehe... we had our girl talk or wut not... we had so much fun, laughin, ventin, and all that good stuff... yes, u kno wut kind of good stuff im talkin bout kaneli.... hahaaha... and that made me miss all my girls even moreeee... hiks hiks... u kno, i've missed bein round a group of girl friends... deff something that i dont have here, not yet at least... and that is saaaadddd, i've been here for over 2 years for goodness sake... i mean i have a couple of chick friends but we're not as tite as i was with my girl friends in va... i miss it !... and i miss them!

missin oka too... i hope he gets well soon... this is the longest we've been apart... not too happy bout it... come back come back =(

movie pics - workshop n readin sessions

ok so for the next couple of days im gonna post sum pics that have sumthin to do with the movie im involved in... bare with me, there mite b lots and lots of them.. hehehe...

there were taken durin the workshop n readin sessions... which was held pretty much every single day for about 2 months...


umm yea... dont ask.. hahaha


sabria-metha-me


yessssss... we are both cast in the same movie.. woo hooooo.. super excited!!!


the casts and the director.. before there was sum changes...


my baby is stressed out...


they were hooked on that cell durin the breaks.. y? it has games on it!.. heheh


good act baby!.. hahaha.. silly!


workshop workshop workshop


boys.... and my baby is still hooked on that cell.. hehehe..


smileeeeeeeeeee...


omg! they r so silly!.. they were tryin on the suits to see if they fit rite.. and they thought they look alot like a bunch of waiters instead of grooms men.. bahahaha.....


priceless.. hehehe.. i luv this guy!

update update

we finally finished filming the movie... yup, i was cast in a movie (indo movie ofcourse)... i kno i havent really mentioned it in the blog, wanted to keep it on the dl just in case it didnt happen.. hehehe... the whole process took a couple of months actually... startin with the workshop/reading session for over 2 months... the filming took about a month... and its finally all over... the movie will b out in theaters in Feb 06... cant wait =D and yes hector, i will send u a copy of the dvd... hehehehe....

shot for vh1 a couple of times... i liked it alot, well cuz it was indoor... i got me some studio time, finally!.. hehehe... i hope they'll call me up again to do more shootin for their programs =D

been goin to the movies, no doubt about that! hehehehe... the last movie oka and i saw was Brothers Grimm... it was an aiite movie hehehe

just celebrated EID... eid mubarak to those of u who celebrated =D done with the fastin, woo hooo...hehehehe... i actually did pretty good this year, i only missed 3 days of fastin ;-)

the fam and i celebrated eid in Jakarta and Bandung.... in Jakarta with my dad's side of the fam.. in Bandung with my mom's side of the fam... we took pics as always, will post em up soon =D

oka is sick, he got the dengue fever, so hes in the hospital now, in BALI !!!... aarrggghhh... hes so far away from me, and i cant go there to keep him company cuz it costs too much u kno =(
i hope he gets well n come home soon... missin him like crazy!

HAPPY BELATED BOITDAY
nov 3rd---EMANEE
nov 5th---ASTA
luv and miss ur ethiopian asses alot!... hehehehe

random pics in the backyard

hahaha.. yea we r such dorks.. we got bored at my baby's house so we decided to go out in the backyard and take sum pics of ourselves.. bahahaha... it was my idea ofcourse, and i just luv how he went along with it.. heheheh.. luv uuuu!

take 1: umm tooo far baby...

take 2: still too far...

take 3: ooopppss now thats a lil too close dont u think? hehehe

take 4: ooohh this is pretty nice....

take 5: perfect!

...hehehehehhe...

Cinderella Man

i kno i kno... it seems like all oka n i do is go to the movies.. hehehe... but hey cant really blame us, theres really nothin much to do here... bowlin? kinda expensive... clubbin? its ramadhan so clubs r pretty much closed for the month... putt putt? hmmm its too hot outside... coffee shop? kinda borin, same ol places and always packed... soooo goin to the movies seem to b the best thing to do around here... hehee...

so yea oka and i saw Cinderella Man yesterday.... another movie that i didnt really wanna see... it think its cuz im not a big fan of Russel Crowe... but since the movie is about a fighter... and since we both lovvvveeed The Contender... we thought it'll b a good movie after all... and it turned out to b pretty good... pretty sad also... the fights are great... and the kids r sooo cute... anyways i give it 3.5 stars...

im fastin today, yikes.. me sooo hungry...

tonite we're gonna see a midnite show... either "Crash" or "Four Brothers"... damnn it, y do they have to b out in theaters on the same nite... arrrgghhh...

The Great Raid

just saw this movie... didnt really wanna see it at first, cuz im not a big fan of War movies... i think it'll just bore the shiet outta me... plus i dont like seein ppl get killed, get shot, bloods everywhere.. ewwww.. no like no like.. hehehe...
but Oka wanted to see it even before we saw the trailer, apparently he had read bout it somewhere... so we saw it earlier today, and ummm it was pretty good actually... cant say i didnt like it... but still i hate violence...
anyways imma give it 3.5 stars...

im waitin for "Crash" and "Four Brothers" ... should b good, rite asta? hehe

Ramadhan

whoaaa... i cant believe Ramadhan is here already.... i swear it felt like it was only yesterday we had Eid... we gon start fastin 2morro, i hope i do aiite this year, meanin i wont miss too many days of fastin hehehe... wish me luck! ;-)

for those of u who participate in Ramadhan, HAPPY FASTING =D