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i always try to make a good image of myself... always try to b a nice girl so ppl would like me... i wouldnt say i try too hard... and as many times have i said i dont care wut ppl think of me, i still do... damn it... and u kno me, i always try to please other ppl... i cant say no to ppl, if i can make them feel better then im straight... even when they're happy and i'm miserable, i'd still b straight...

as if thats not bad enuff... the worst thing bout bein me is that i care too much bout wut other ppl think of me, so i end up hurtin a person who cares for me the most... im blinded by other ppl, i pretty much cant see that i'm hurtin this person... over and over and over again... until, its too late... is it too late?.... i really hope not... cuz i cant seem to even picture wut my life would b w.out this special person...

im deff feelin blue...