u told me the reason was our one and only issue, i believed u...
u told me its all because of ur parents, i believed u...
u told me u had a changed of mind, i believed u...
u told me u still care about me, i believed u...
u told me u have no one else but me n u want me to still stick around, i believed u...
u told me u just want to focus on ur career, i believed u...
for once u really hurt me by lettin me go that easily...
while im over here still tryin to make 'us' work again...
from the beginning of our relationship, i believed we were goin to work out just fine...
not a day gone by that i didnt have faith in 'us'... i believed in 'us'..
i've done my share of sleepless nite and cryin myself to sleep...
u've deff put me thru hell and back in the past 2 weeks...
and i still believed that we will b just fine...
but i am done with all that shiet..
cuz i when i found out the truth.. the real reason... i am pissed the fuck off..
its so funny..
when i had a hunch about it, i let that shiet go and said to myself naahhh its not even like that..
when i heard it from someone else, i still let that shiet go and told that person u are not that of an ass hole..
when i asked u about it and u denied it, i believed u..
when i asked u again about it and u denied it, i still believed u...
cuz i still believed in us...
then...
it took one unnecesary text msg from ur so called new friend...
it took one call to ur luvly mom...
it took one last convo between us...
thats when all the truth came out...
and 2 and a half years of our relationship went down the drain...
thank u for all the lies
thank u for all the cries
thank u for all the pain
all i wanted was an explanation...
it's sad that i still havent gotten the whole truth from u...
but talkin to ur luvly parents sure did help alot...
i still wish u nothin but the best...
but if u are so smart to come up with such a plan to let me go...
then i hope u're smart enuff to kno wut u are actually doing...
u are repeatin ur own history...
how r u any diff from the one who once put u thru the same shiet im goin thru rite now?
2 comments:
very honest, very simple.. bravo!
I feel u to the bone.. =) exactly what I felt, sort of the same thing..
Why would the last person you think would hurt you, would actually be the person who will hurt you the most? funny huh. afterall you've done.. it got u thinking what in the world did I do to deserve this and we will never get why..
why they would lie to our face and on our back?
why they take for granted our trust..?
why are they so denial and defensive? all they have to do is just admit..
all of a sudden they dont have a choice?haha Man's Ego.. they only think by their DIC*.
theyre not even a man if they cant even be true to their words.
1 thing for sure, wish them the best luck, see how nice we are.. but we know for sure what ever starts bad will end bad.. I assure you there will NO GOOD future between them and it will end the same way. even tho we hope the karma will come sooner, but later is still as good and by the time it happens u'll get the last laugh.. but IT WILL HAPPEN! KARMA RULES!
caiyoo yanstaaaaa.. u deserve a better man and a BETTER LOOKING man.. PLUS U LOOK BETTER THAN HER.. she got no style, like auntie auntie.. :D hooray... im sure in months time he will realise that u are so much better.. ;) panjang yah.. maaf kekeke
nice post... :-)
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