ARRRRGGHHHH !!!

this has got to be one of my worst days eveeerrrrr !!!

so freakin tired.. not only my body but my mind is toooo.. shieeettttt....

got a job for today which was shooting for a so called internet game for this cigarette company... (im one of the 6 characters as a tour guide for some of indo's fine restaurants/cafes, ooh and they will turn us into some cartoon characters)... kinda kewl if u think bout it buuuuutttttt this day was far from kewl! ...
anyways my calling time was 9am.. im sowwie but my ass is punctual, ofcourse i showed up at 9.. and surprise surprise... they werent even ready settin up the studio with those bright ass lights and that damn green screen... argh!
waited and waited and waited for 3 hours until we finally started shooting at noon.. freakin clients kept on askin wut other outfits did i bring, how come i didnt bring any accessories, how come my make up is so simple, n how come my hair aint straighten... shiiiieettt, all u ppl told me to bring ANY 5 diff outfits as long as they r solid colors, u ppl didnt even say anythin bout accessories, and no im not a make up artist so i got no collections of make up n besides with that bright ass lights my face will come up flat on screen anywaaayyy, my hair aint staighten cuz u asses didnt say anythin bout hair styleeeeeee---- most importantlyyyyyyyy... its a production for gooodness sake!!!! wardrobe, make up, and hair should b provided !!!! i mean damn, thats not my joooobbbbb !!!

ugh.. so the plan was for me to do 22 diff restaurants (thats 5 diff cities)... all i have to do was the openin and closing segment for each... the sentences were short, seriusly opening and closing segment combined take bout 1 minute! buuuutttt due to their slow ass work i only did like 14 rests (3 cities) and may i add that was from noon til 9:30pm when yesterday they said it would only take 4 hours !!!! wtf?!?!? man, seriously i dont think they were ready to shoot today!... how could u say u r ready when u havent decided on which pics will b used for the background, how could u say u r ready when u dont even kno which way i would enter the frame, how i would act, and wut my characters should b... how could u say u r readyyyyyyy when u ppl havent agreed on anythin !!! aaaaarrrgggghhhh!!!!

bottom line is....
- i hate (i dont dislike in this case) ppl who work so freakin slow !!!
- i hate (i dont dislike in this case either) when ppl question shiet when they knooo they didnt give me any instructions on anythin !!!
- i hate (yes, i still dont dislike in this case) when ppl talk down on me as if they can do a better job... seriously hosting/presenting is not as easy as it may seeeeemmmm... and i kno i still need to work on it, but please save ur indirect insults for urself... dont mumble it as if i cant hear uuuuu... asses...
- last but not least... i HATE (with a passion) ppl who arent punctual... on time ppl on time !!!.. im sorry.. wait, no im not sorry.. but WHY is it so hard for ppl on this other side of the world to b punctual ?!?!?! shiiiiieeeeettt shieeeeettt shieeeeettt !!!


aarrrrggghhhhhhh... i still have to go back 2morro and finish the rest... please please pleaseeeeeee go smoothly... i dont want to have to go thru the same shiet again... aaarrrggghhhhh!!!!

(i think im in need of buyin a punching bag!)

HELP !!!

supa dupa late S'pore pics

Photo Collage by Dundoo

the month of sum luvin !!!

yup yup... its february and that means just that! it's the month of sum luvin ppl !!!.. hehehe.. sooooo let me just say...

HAPPY VDAY !!!

may u share the luvly day with ur loved ones =D

ps. im havin trouble uploadin pics from my bday trip.. damn virus.. hiks hiks... so pics comin up lata'.. hopefully.. hehehe

my boitday month !!!

aaaahhh i still cant believe im turning TWENTY FIVE this month... in less than a week to b exact.. goodness.. yikkkesss... its scary but wut can i do rite?..
no party this year... altho i wanted one... but then it'll just b one of those bday parties u kno... dancing, drinkin, and all that usual stuff... gettin old dont u think?

so i decided to plan a trip... with my cuzins... to THAILAND... i was sooooo excited bout it cuz i've never been there...
but theeennn somethin else up came up.. thats riteeee... turns out that JOHN LEGEND is having his Once Again Tour... and the suckie part bout it is Indonesia isnt on his asia tour list.. apparently he's only goin to Singapore and Hong Kong...
sooooo bein one of the biggest fans of john legend, i just haaaaddd to book my concert tix rite away.. for the one in singapore that is... aaanndd cancelled the trip to Thailand... thank god i havent bought the plane tix hahaha...

i am soooo freakin excited !!!

the concert is on Jan 15th... and since Oka wont b able to make it... im goin with 3 of my cuzins instead.. we'll b in s'pore from Jan 14th til 19th... suuuuuxxxx that i wont b with Oka on my actual bday.. hiks hiks... but he promised he'll take me out when i get back =D

-hoping for more great things in 2007-

hahahahaha

u wouldnt think he's this crazy huh?

i was tryin to take a pic of myself for goodness sake..

hahahaha

hahahaha... i luv u oka wisnupada antara !!!

aaahhh its almost the end of the year!

aaaahhhh... its crazy isnt it... wut the hell have i done in 2006... so many things happened and i cant even remember all hahaha... all i kno, next year has got to b even better... yeaaaaa... hehehe...

anyways i havent blogged in dec, not even once... hehe.. my bad.. but let me just say....

MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEA' !!!

knowing my lazy ass mood lately.. i'll prob blog again in 2007.. yea, most likely.. haha.. til then ppl.. luv ya and miss ya !!!

2 year anniversary !!!

wow.. i cant believe we've been together for 2 years... wow.. -speechless-.. hehehe..
mi amor got me more than a dozen of red roses and a chocolate cake too... thank uuuu =*
i gave him a present a couple of days ago.. decided to give him sooner.. i tend to do that, when i already got sumthin i wanna give, i get a lil too excited and i end up not waitin til the actual special day to give it to the person.. hahaha.. o well =)
i got him a photo album with pics of us taken from the past 24 months... 1 or 2 pics from each month we've been together.. i was kinda surprised too we have thaaaaatt many pics.. and it was kinda confusin to pick which pics to put in the album... haha..
it took me a couple of long long loonggg days to make it... but when i saw his face when he got it, it was priceless!... it was so worth it =D

happy 2 year anniversary mi amor...
i luv u oka wisnupada antara...
u r my best friend, my everythin...
we've deff been thru alot in the past 2 years...
lots of ups and downs...
but
i honestly cant pic myself without u...
i really am wishin for many more years to come...
mwah mwah mwah !!!
-143-

...

"Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it

And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you

But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind

Underneath a disguise of a smile

Gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel

And I lie convincingly

Cause I don't want to reveal

The fact that I'm suffering

So I wear my disguise till I go home at night

And turn down all the lights

And then I break down and cry"

Eid Mubarak !

Eid Mubarak everyoneeeee !!!

yay finally done with fastin.. no mooooo.. hehehehe...
the fam and i went to Bandung for the 2nd day of Eid... tiriiiiinnnnggg... didnt get enuff sleep... ate like crazy i think i gained 2 lbs.. hiks hiks... got to see errrrrrone from my mom's side of the fam... did some shoppin too.. hahaha...
got back to jakarta early yesterday mornin.. and back to work in the afternoon.. hiks hiks...

so called reunion..

so today we decided to have a lil reunion.. we as in the ppl from the movie.. its been a while since we last saw each other... buuut too bad not eveyone could make it.. so i wouldnt say it was a reunion cuz there was only the 5 of us... and we chilled at starbucks... hahaha..
uugghhh... sux that mi amor isnt here.. aarrgghh.. i hope hes doin ok in s'pore.. miss him lots and lots!


wisnu-dude-stanlee


with the boys


girlies

with the super couple.. hehehe

-hair extensions-

yuuuuppp... got me sum hair extensions.. got my hair did.. hahaha...
thought i'd try sumthin diff... yea y not... so this is how i look now...
check it check it... hehehe...

not bad huh??

i think imma like it =)

s'pore pics

it sucked that i couldnt go during the weekend cuz of work.. so i had no choice but to go on weekdays and even worst mi amor has skool sooooo we didnt get to see each other as much as i wanted to... i prob saw him only for a couple of hours a day ;-( but still it was nice to see his face, i mean a whole month not seein him at all was kinda hard for me... miss my bf!

mi amor wasnt feelin well cuz he had sprained his ankle while playin bball.. his ankle was swallen and it was hard for him to walk, deff was in a lot of pain.. poor mi amor...
ooh he did skipped a day of skool for me tho.. hehehe.. thank uuuuu... mwah mwah mwah!

sum of the pics from the trip.. here ya goooo...

babyyyyyyyy!!!

gotta take the bus home.. cutie!

mi amor eatin hot dog in orchard

bus stoooopppp

luv the view n luv hiiiimmmmm

my cuzin catia n i

another pic of us

im enjoyin the view next to mi amor

back in orchard, hes kinda mad at me here, im sowwieee =(

my pregnant cuzin, mita

mtv pop inc studio

my buddie serenaaaaaa

with may and choy, dunno which one is which actually hehehe

orchard again... thank uuuu and im gonna miss uuuuu!!! come home soon luv!