gogirl! photo shoot...

yup.. a couple of days ago (on the 28th to b exact).. oka and i had a photo shoot for a magazine called GoGirl!.. we were chosen as the "couple of the month" for the month of Oct... it would have been better if we were for the month of Nov cuz that will mark our 2 year anniversary =) aaaahhh can u believe it!?!? our 2 year anniversary is just around the corner, i am so excited.. hehehe...
but anyways that day was a mighty mighty hot day.. haha.. but we still managed to have a lil fun, but ofcourseeeee cuz i got me a silly mi amor.. hehehe...

here are sum pics from the shoot...
dunno which ones they will put in the mags.. i guess we just gotta wait and seeeeee =)


luuuuvvv it when he does that...


hey i like this shot...


and this shot too... hehehe...


i luv how when im acting like this....


or like this...


that in the end i kno he always got my back.. hehehe


we be gangstas.. hehehe...


chillin down unda' ... hehehe


yuupp i dunno wut we're doin here...


this pose was his idea, for once it wasnt my silly idea..


ooohhhh i was just playin round mi amor.. hehehe


we're havin a moment here...


he just knos how to make me blush ;-)

R.I.P. Dherry Nataprawira

aaahhh.. i still cant believe he is gone...
dherry was his name, only 25 years old... was a son, a bro, an uncle, and ofcourse a friend...

i kne him from way back... kne him since we were just kids... he lived in my cuzin's neighborhood so we all would play together... i even still remember we all went to see Gogle Five (aka power rangers) live show...

and then we lost contact... until he, his sis and his mom moved to VA that is... we hung out a couple of times... he lived there for a couple of years until he moved back to indo (while his mom and sis stay in VA)... since then he lived in aussie for a year or so.. and then i guess in 2004 he was livin in indo again, saw him once or twice... then in 2005 i got to see him more cuz i would see him at concerts.. yup, everytime i was workin for mtv to cover a concert i would interview him, every single time... and he never rejected the interview cuz he kne it makes my work easier if i interview sumone i kno.. hehe..

and that was it.. never saw the guy after concert season was over...

until last tues, august 8th 2006 when my mom got a fone call sayin he was in a hospital for AIDS... my jaw dropped when i heard it!... i never kne anyone with AIDS before... apparently he has been in and out of the hospital for the past 3 months... so that day my mom, febian, and i went to visit him... i couldnt believe my eyes, he didnt look like the guy i remembered.. he was so skinny, he looked like a livin skeleton, he could barely speak, when he did it was one word at a time... his hands kept on shakin when he tried to raise them... aaaahhhh i just wanted to cry... but i tried not to...

i helped him drink when all he could do was just lay there... he prayed with the help of my mom... he prayed outloud which just made me all teary eyed... and finally i got to talk to him and asked him if he had seen pics of his niece (his sis in VA gave birth last month)... and he said no, so i promised him i'd print them out and give them to him...

we couldnt stay n keep him company for long... but we could tell from his eyes that he was happy we were there with him... so then my mom said good bye all teary eyed, febian kept it cool... when it was my turn i held his hand and i told him to get well soon so i can see him at concerts again and that i would come back with the pics... and then i just couldnt hold it in anymore, i just started ballin.... aaaahhh i hated seein him like that...

afterwards we went to my cuzin's house and knowin my aunt was goin to visit him that nite, i printed out the pics rite away so she could give them to him....

later that nite my aunt called and said he was smiling when he saw the pics, and he kept lookin at them...

friday, August 11th 2006... it was dawn and my mom got a fone call sayin Dherry was unconcious... she left for the hospital rite away... she and my aunts prayed and kept him company... i didnt go cuz i was still sleepin... but now i kno i should have gone cuz he passed away around 6pm... and now i'll never get to see him again.... i am so sorry...

my mom told me the pics i gave him were taped above his bed... i kno wut i did wasnt really a big deal, but im glad atleast he got to see the face of his niece before he was gone...

the fam n i will b goin to his funeral 2morro mornin...


with the birth of his niece last month, i guess its true when ppl say "when one dies, another lives".... may u rest in peace dherry, u will b in my prayers...

Bridal Shower / Bachelorette Party

so 2 nites ago was my sis' bridal shower n bachelorette party... it was held at this restaurant/lounge/club called Dragonfly n we got ourselves a private room... there were about 13 of us ladies... the dresscode was black n white, except for my sis that is... 1st we all had dinner...

here goes the menu. hehehehe


i would have taken a pic of the ivitations but it was thru e-mail.. so no can do.. haha.. o well..

here's a pic of me n my sis WINA the brideeeeee to be...


sistas

my sis with the crown, i guess we let her b a queen for a nite.. hahaha... at 1st Shalimar (her buddie/the eo of the nite) was gon get a veil buuutt she was too nice n didnt wanna embarrass her, so a crown it was...


the queen for a nite.. hehee

here are the ladies.. missin 2 ladies tho... they came a lil late n missed out on dinner, it was oh so yummmyyyy....

(L-R)
top: Aya (cuzin), Linda (VA buddie), Shalimar (VA buddie/ the eo), Kaka (cuzin's gf), Irene (VA buddie)
bottom: Me, Indry (cuzin), the bride to be, Eka (work buddie), Catia (cuzin)

missin: Tia (middle skool buddie), and Aliya (VA Buddie)


quick pic before we finished our dinner

a pic with my partna' in crime that nite... our mission was to get my 2 cuzins -Aya n Catia- drunk, waasted, trashed, f*cked up-- pretty much... hahaha...
and my sis? well we shall thank her friends for her drunkness.. haahahaha


kaka-me

a toast for the nite... even tho i'm not a big fan of wine but i guess red wine was perfecto...


cheers

before she opened the presents, we just had to make her take shots of blow job... yea for real, wut a name huh.. hahaha... and yup 1 wasnt gon do it, she had to take 3 shots!!! woo hooo


1st shot of blow job

alrite so i guess it wouldnt feel rite if we didnt take shots with her.. sooo errrrbodyyyyy had to take em... cheers!


BJs hahahaha

that shiet was pretty hard man, 1 shot hit me pretty quick.. sheeesshhh

n then it was time to open some presents...
this one is actually from meeeee... at 1st she really thought i didnt get her anythin... come on now, im not thaaaatt mean... hehehehe... ofcourse i got her sumthin sumthin u kno...


thank god she looked pretty happy woo hooo

n this is her askin if i got her the rite size hahahaha


pinkkkkkkk

so after openin all the presents, turned out she got a couple of lingeries... some stuff from the body shop... aannndd the most important one, she got a kamasutra book.. wahahahaha

so.. dinner-checked, wine-checked, shots-checked, presents-checked... there was only 1 thing left--- STRIPPER !!!... waahahahahaha

this is him doin his thang hahaha... that was sooo funnnaaaayyyyy...


yeaaaaa boiiiii... hahahaha

this pic is priceless... she has got to b the most naive cuzin of mine... so it was hella funny to see her all typsy n ish aaannnddd dancin with the stripper... wahahahaha


hahahaha

as u can see, he unbutton his pants already sooooo i shall not post anymore pics.. hahahahaha


crazzyyyyyyyy

so the stripper did his thang for 15 mins aaannndd with the stripper gone, its time for us to partaaaaayyyyyy some more.... hehehehe


silly pic

more partyin means more drinks... hahaha...


sharin is carin

aaannnddd by the end of the nite my cuzin Aya was just f*cked up for real.. hahahaha... at one point she just couldnt walk hahahaa... soooo mission accomplished!... even tho catia was only tipsy.. but heeyyy one is better than none.. hahahahaha...


need help? hehehe

we decided to end the nite early, we were outta dragofly by 1ish... over all the nite was crazzzzzyyyyy... and it was a success... and was deff a fun nite!... woo hoooo...

so i guess til the next bachelorette party!!... whose will it b?? i dunnnoooo... hehee... we shall wait n seee =D

fun trip!

today was a looooonnggggg day.. but it was fun fun fun...
oka and i took his nephews to Sea World !!!
yeaaaaa.. we went pretty early in the mornin too... not only did we go to Sea World but we also went to see the Dolphins attractions... aaannndd we also went to see the new 4D show... omg! it was really good, i was entertained! hahaha...


hehehe.. wutta cute lil dork ;-)


we are the dorkazoids.. hahaha

o yeaaaa.. almost forgot, oka's baby niece is also here for the summer... she lives in San Diego... her name is Amara.. but we all call her Baby Amara... she is sooo cute, and the thing bout her is, i dont think she likes me very much cuz she gives me a dirty look everytime she looks at me.. hehehehe... she luuuuvvvssss oka tho, everytime she sees his face she has the biggest smileeeee.. hehehe..

there goes her dirty look for me.. hehehe

so i'll just take a pic from where she cant see me... hahahaha