trips

just sum pics taken in dec '04 from oka's trip...

hes a rapper so he gets to performs not only in jakarta but also outta town.. and in dec 04 was the 1st time i get to keep him company when he performs outta town.. i luv it!
nothin beats supportin my own bf =)

and dont think i get to work when he performs... i get to b the camera man.. hahaha.. yup i get to record his peformances...

these r the ones from Bandung...


my baby n ijal


andra-ijal-soraya-rade


us on the train on our way back to jakarta, cuz he had to perform again as soon as he gets there.. phew...


these r the ones from Lampung...

awwww.. wutta hottie.. hehehe

mwah!

another mwah! hahaha

my girl soraya

rapper n his backup singer =)

luv this pic!

anythin to keep em busy hahaha

mornin faces.. hehehe


the whole gang.. hehehe

lottsa pics but no pics of em performin, well like i said im only the camera man so no one took their pics.. next time next time ;-)

WHOA !!!

whoaaaa....its been almost a year that i havent blogged on this...way too long huh...i totally forgot bout this blog....someone accidently reminded me bout this hehehe...that someone is my special someone now =D shout out to my baby just incase he reads this hehehe...he asked me if i keep a diary then i suddenly remember my blogspot..hhmmm...

this is my baby everyoneeeee.. hehehe... Oka Wisnupada Antara

this pic was actually taken before we started goin out hehehe.. back in sept '04 =)


and this one was taken on our 1 month anniversary... dec '04 =)

dunno if anyone really check up on this anymore but i just wanna say it has been a year and a half away from u guys in va...and i still cant stop thinkin of u guys and how so many things remind me of u guys...deff miss u guys lots and lots...

i deff mite start bloggin again...kinda missed it...hehe

special bday shout outs for SISO and CRISTIN on feb 1st...hope u guys had a great one and good luck with everythin =D

im sick =(

uuuggghhh..i've been sick for the past couple of days now..i dont feel well...i feel like shiet...ugghhh...

wut a weekend!

i can honestly say im hella tired!...

fri nite went out to a club called MANNA HOUSE...r n b nite ofcourse...i had a great time!...i danced like nobody was watchin..hahaha...come to think of it, i havent danced like that in a while, finally met a guy who knows how to work it on the dance floor, i was deff impressed..and yea i guess a couple of drinks helped too..hehehehe...left the club around 330 then went to eat sum fried rice (so asian huh? hehe)..got home at 430..and went straigt to bed =)

sat nite i chilled with sum ppl from mtv...pretty much the vj hunt finalits who live in jakarta and a few of the mtv crew...we chilled at starbucks...it was deff nice seein them again, especially the boys...cuz even tho they live in jkt they r hella busy with their own thing so kinda hard to hang out...but soraya, we live like 10 mins away (with no traffic haha) so i've been chillin with her lately...luv hangin with her, shes a kewl chick!
anyways afterwards, we split, they went to play pool..and i went to SCORE...its like a rest turns into club kinda place..they have pool tables too...met up with febian, my cuzins, and a few friends...anyways it was r n b nite...and there was also a fashion show..one of my friend who is a bama is in it...hahaha...so i came to support ya kno...drank a lil, danced a lil, yup i must say it was a fun nite...got home round 430 again..and went straigt to bed =) hehehe

sundaaaayyyy...thought i was gonna b chillin at home, relaxin!..but naaahhh...my younger cuzins wanted to go bowling...so bowling day it is!...i bowled a game (while they bowled like 3 games), ate some japanese food, got me some chicken katzu, then some vanilla frapuccino at starbucks...then finally home sweet home...my messus(sp?) came and my body got massage, felt really good! needed that!..then afterwards i had me a lil nap nap =)

vj hunt update: i decided to b beyonce for the final nite...im doin her Crazy in Love video...i'll b wearin a white tank top, jeans short short, and red pumps, ooh and i'll b wearin a wig too...i have to dance like beyonce for a minute...wonder if i can shake it like her..hmmm...i guess we'll see...hehee

concert update: Missy Elliot's concert on may 26th!!! im so pissed cuz i cant make it...i'll b with mtv again for training and shiet startin may 24th..maayynnnn...maybe mtv crew will b nice enuff and take all the finalits to her concert..u think?..hmmmm...

MTV VJ HUNT 2004

hiiiii....good god...i havent blogged for almost 2 months!...first of all i just wanna say i miss everyone in VA...i luv u guys! just kno that i always think of u guys! =)

so wut have i been doin lately...well...I MADE IT IN THE TOP 12 FINALIST FOR MTV VJ HUNT 2004 (indo that is) !!!....aaahhhh...u have no idea how excited and happy and nervous i am all in one!...so anyways, mtv is huntin for a new vj, they did roadshows in 8 diff cities, and u can also send in a video...well bout a month ago i sent in my video to mtv, and a few days later they called me up for a castin at mtv!...the castin it self went well but i wasnt so sure i was gonna make it cuz when i was pretendin to b a vj, i talked to fast, yikes!...but theeennnn...a couple of days later, mtv called me up and told me im one of the finalists!!! aaahhhh believe it or not, i was cheesing and jumpin all over the place after i hung up!...wut a dork...ehehehhee....

so wut next...these past 10 days, all the finalists stayed at the hilton hotel for training, shootin for our profile (our 2 mins profile will air startin april 23rd so ppl can vote for their fave)..and shootin in the studio (i hosted the mtv international non stop hits)...i cant believe our 2 min profile took us a week to make! we went all over jakarta to shoot it....we even went clubbin a couple of times, i was a good girl...didnt get drunk even once..hehehe...

the other finalits r kewl..there r 6 girls and 6 boys...and ofcourse im the oldest one out of the girls (as always hehe)...we got really close with each other, i mean 10 days seein each other errday u kno...thank god i didnt get sick of them...hehehe...
oooh oooh...they made me cut my hair!! (sowwie kanel hehehe) its not boy cut short (thank god)...its rite below my ears, i had that hair style before so i wasnt too shocked u kno...

anyways now im back home...we have a break for a month cuz for the next month ppl will vote for their fave...the winner of the viewers choice will get a motorcycle..ehehehe...and the Next VJ will win a car!!! so yea im aimin for the car =)
next month we're goin to stay at the hotel again for a week...no shootin tho, more like interviews on the radio, photo sessions, and learn how to dance! cuz for the final nite all 12 of us will have a dance routine..hahaha...wish me luck!...ooh ooh..and on the final nite they'll have a look a like contest...we have to look and act like our fave singer...im thinkin of doin britney on her -im a slave for u- video...but i dunno if i can pull it off....if u have any suggestions, help me out pls! =)

btw..reem---i went to Sean Paul's concert 2 weeks ago!!! boy does he look good!!! hehehehe

BRIAN MCKNIGHT CONCERT !!!

ooh my gosh..theres only one word...AMAZING !!!....i went to see brian mcknight in concert last nite and i luved it! i was so pissed that i didnt get to go to Mariah Carey's concert last week, yes the diva was here in jakarta...the damn tickets were so expensive, so my rents didnt let me buy the ticket =( so to make it up, we all went to see brian...who went? lets see...
Wina and her bf
Indry and her bf
Febian and his gf
Adri and his gf
Catia, Donald, and I ---> all singles!
i have to say it sucked a lil (just a lil) that i didnt go with sumone special =( but its ok, us singles still had a great time!
i came to love his songs even more now... i trully think he is the master of love songs =)
this was the 1st concert i went to in jakarta, deff not a bad one!
anyways i cant wait til the next concert....im hopin it'll b JT's concert...but i highly doubt it...hahahaah...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!!

i kno i kno..i havent blogged for almost a month...yikes, im sowwie! but i promise i will start bloggin again soon =) but for now i just wanted to say HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY for everyone..i hope u guys had a great one with ur loved ones...

i also would like to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO:
Cristin <--- miss u pisang!
Siso <--- hope u had a good one stranger =)
Kanel <--- i wish i was there with u to celebrate it! but im sure u had a great one, luv ya!

so far those r the b-days for this month, still have some more comin up =)

luv ya miss ya sooo much!

im back im back

gosh i havent blogged in a while..i've been..lets see, wuts that word...hmm..lazy!..hehe...yeah, so anyways hows 2004 goin for u guys? mine is alrite...not too great, just aiight...
so wut have i been doin lately.....

Jan 16, 2004: my boitday! i turned 22!! gosh cant believe im 22 already..how did i celebrate it? we had a private party at this cafe/club..opened about 10 bottles, crazy asians hehehe...about 50 ppl came, and most of them were febian's friends..hehee..but its all good...just like last year, felt like it was a b-day party for the both of us..hehehe... had a great time! everyone got pretty drunk...it was deff a nite to remember!! wish u guys were there that nite =(

Jan 20, 2004: shooting for my 1st commercial!!! its for a chocolate bar called Silver Queen...not the main talent cuz there were 8 other ppl..and i think my part will only b for a second! hehehe...i didnt kno that it takes a longggg time to make one commercial...i was there from 7am til 11pm..it was crazy! but i had an awesome day, got to meet new ppl, pretty kewl ppl actually...the commercial will air sumtime next month, cant wait to see it!

Jan 21, 2004: went on a castin call at a production house...went pretty well, they asked me to act a lil..which i thought i wouldnt b able to do cuz i cant really act...but everythin went well and good news they called me that same day and told me i got a small part for a TV series...shootin is on fri...yikes, wish me luck guys!

and thats pretty much wut i've been doin lately..nothin to bizzare...
i miss u guys soo much, think of u guys all time!
hope everythins well with everyone...til next blog =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

i kno i kno...im kinda late on that one...but i've been out of town so i havent gotten the chance to blog =( so just let me get it out...
MERRY XMAS !
HAPPY BELATED B-DAY to Shereef, Omar, and Penny!
and ofcourse HAPPY NEW YEAR !
i hope all of u guys had a great holiday...mine was pretty nice, spent 2 weeks in Bandung, pretty much chilled with my cuzins every freakin day...which felt pretty good actually cuz i got hella bored being a home body in Jakarta...hehehe
how did i spend my new year's eve? well...we rented a house and had a private party kinda thing for me, febian, his friends, and our cuzins...and i was in charge of makin Jello shots, u kno i never made jello shots before cuz back in VA penny was always the one who made them...so how did i do? they were too damn strong! hahaha but everyone liked it, and there was none left, all gone! woo hoo...hehehe...it was fun, to be honest i havent had that much fun ever since i got here, i have to say the best part would b..watchin my 2 younger cuzins got trashed..hahaha...
but anyways now im back in Jakarta...and guess wut??? my ass is goin to BALI on wednesday!!! wooo hooo...my fam and i will b there til sunday...gosh, i cant even remember when was the last time i was there, soo long ago...deff lookin forward to it!
ok ok..i gotta get goin...but i miss u guys sooo much, its not even funny!

special shout out for my silly, i miss u!!! muchaz muaaahhhz and lots of 143s!

HELLO HELLO

well helloooo there!! yes yes i am back in indo! i got the ticket home for this past sat so my aunt and cuzins didnt leave me there in hong kong..hehehe...
was there for 4 days and i only got one word for ya...it was AWESOME !!! i had soo much fun even tho some days we goy really tired...i must say i was lovin it, wish we all could have stayed longer...
we did alot of shoppin and took lots of pics too...
u kno how much i love Red Bull (thanks to big george hehehe)...it sux so bad cuz we dont have red bull over here =( so anyways while we were doin grocery shoppin, guess wut i found? yup yup..RED BULL wooo hoooo i bought a couple to bring back to Jakarta, pretty pathetic rite..yea well i didnt care..hehehe
another thing i got was magazines! US magazines to b exact, they do sell them over here but they doubled the price so it really is not worth it...so i got about 4 of them while i was there =)
i loved the downtown, it reminded me of new york, so many ppl walkin! the only diff is every where i look, i see asians..hehehe...
not gonna tell everythin in details (im in the lazy mood, sowwie) but all i can say is my trip to Hong Kong was great, i deff wouldnt mind goin back there again!

not only did i have a great trip, on top of that..i got home and found a fedex package addressed to me...i was like hmmm could this b the care package hector been meanin to send me? well it wasnt! hector wut happened to the care package?!?! hehehehe...so i opened it and taaaa daaaaa it was JT and XTINA merchandise from Channel V (the other MTV) !!!! it turns out that i had won a contest! woo hoooo....i have never won any contests in my whole life!! and just to make it even better it was a JT contest! aaaaahhhhhh i was soooo happy it wasnt even funny! i got a JT and Xtina shirts, cd singles, a poster, an xtina belt, and postcards...see, since i have so much free time and i watch tv alot... most of the time music television too, so yes sad but true i enter their contests..hehehe...

anyways me gots to get goin, gettin pretty sleepy over here..miss u guys!!!

im goin to HONG KONG..woo hoooo

yup yup...im goin to Hong Kong!! hehehe... ok ok so where have i been this past week?...well the fam and i went to Bandung for the 2nd day of Eid...and i stayed there til this afternoon...i was gonna stay longer but then my aunt called me up and asked me if i wanted to go to Hong Kong with her and her 2 kids...i was never gonna say no to that! so i said count me in! hehehe...so then i had to take the train to Jakarta, where i am now...and the plane leaves at 8 o'clock in the mornin 2morro...good god, i havent even packed yet! i'll b there til saturday that is if i get a ticket home, if not who knos how long i'll b in Hong Kong...hahah..no no, i think the latest will b next monday =)
we'll b visiting my cuzin Mieta and her husband Bradley, i didnt get to play tennis with him when he was here...so im hopin i'd get to play him over there...
i am sooo excited! i've never been to Hong Kong before, i dont have that much moulah to go shoppin so i'll deff b takin lots and lots of pics..hehehe...
anyways, i better get goin..better start packin...i miss u guys!!
kanel --- thanks for the e-mail, i miss u i miss u i miss u, cant write u back now but i will when i get back ok? luv ya lots!

happy eid

cant believe ramadhan is over already..whoa..time flies huh..anyways just wanted to say happy eid! and ofcourse my butt is goin out of town again...so i'll blog when i come back...

home sweet home

yup yup..finally back home...i've been at my aunt's for the past week...my couzin MIETA who lives in Hong Kong came on monday (she'll b here until Eid) and she's stayin at my aunt's for a week before she goes to Bandung...she was like i dont get to see u much so u better keep me company while im in Jakarta, so i decided to stay at my aunt's =)

her husband will also come here for Eid, his name is Bradley everyone calls him Brad but i sure like Bradley better so yea im gonna call him Bradley...and no hes not indo, hes white i think he is from Ohio wait or maybe its Idaho hhmm im not sure now..but anyways i've never met the guy before but everyone here thinks hes kewl...cant wait to meet him...i promised him a tennis match, yikes i havent played in soo long, i hope i dont embarassed myself..hehehe

let see wut else did i do this past week...oooh, i went on a castin call at a Production House...it went hmm aiight i guess...to make long story short, i wasnt prepared for it cuz they told me last minute so i wasnt feelin it, and they gave me script for me to memorize, goodness i didnt realize i would have a hard time memorizin sentences in indo! arrrgghhh

sowwie but im fallin asleep, will continue tomorro....

its about damn time

phew..got that rite, we've been renovating 1/3 of the house for the past month or so...and today is the day! the last day! all done! no more noises wakin me up in the wee mornin, woo hooo =) and thats rite i said 1/3 of the house, yah my grandma only lets us renovate 1/3 of her house, shes not the nicest lady in the world...but hey we're happy with it, our part of the house looks like a 3 bedroom apt. now...hehehe..and yea if u do the math, my rents got one room, my bro got one, and surprise surprise..my lil butt gets to share one with my sis, again!! i've shared a room with her for as long as i could remember...nooo so called privacy! arrgghhh
we got all our furniture sent to our house today, so i was movin stuff round the whole day..i have a feelin im gonna b all sore tomorro =(

oooh oooh thanks for the call guys! lets see, who did i get to talk to earlier...hmm...
asta (i was chattin with her earlier for a pretty long time, so i pretty much told her wut i've been up to)
kanel (i had talked to her on aim earlier also, so she knos wuts up)
ron ron (now this boy, i havent talked to him in soo long, but he tms and e-mails me from time to time)
emanee (last time i talked to her was on her b-day, she finally gave me her cell #, for the longest time i didnt even kno she had one hehe)
luis (we talk on aim from time to time too)
and last but not least i talked to penny!!! (oooh my god, last time i talked to her was at the airport! shes a busy body, busy with skool and work so it was sooo nice to finally talked to her)
i miss u guys soo much!!! ooh and they told me hector was there earlier but hes such a party pooper that he left early...hahah...just jokin playa pimp <--hahahaha...i miss u too hec!

after i hung up with them, my silly called !!! i finally got to really talk to him, we've been playin fone tags for the past couple of days..and when we did talk it wasnt more than 3 mins =( so yea i was all happy, deff put a big cheesy smile on my face hehehe i love u silly!

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY ASTA !!!

DAMNNNN...cant believe shes 22 already, goodness! that means soon enuff i'll 22 too, yikes!...i hope u have an awesome one asta!...for the past 2 years we went bowlin on ur her b-day, gonna keep up with the tradition or wut?? just let me kno when and where, and i'll b there....(ugh, i wish!)..hehehe....asta, dont get too drunk ok, i mean its not ur 21st b-day hehehe...i called ur house but ur dadday said ur not home, so im guessin ur at work...i'm gonna call u now, but just dont put me on hold forever ok....luv ya miss ya...and ttys!!!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY EMANEE !!!

yup yup..today is my girl emanee's 20th b-day...hope she has a great one!...i remember exactly last year we had cake fight at her apartment..and both her and asta got hella drunk, asta even threw up in my car...haha..good times!...anyways she called me up last week and talked for a good 30 mins i think =) thank u soo much for the call emanee!...just wanna wish her the best !

I wish i could look in your eyes
And tell you how i feel
Right now inside
Baby i know that it's real
So real so real, so real
How i wish i could be with you
How i wish i wish i wish i could be with you right now

Every morning, every afternoon, every night
I wanna be with you
It don't matter if we go to the park or watch a play
Stay in the hotel room all day
I just wanna be with you
I love everything about you
From your old school tennis shoes
To the way you move when you're dancing with me

Do you remember our first kiss
It wasn't long enough
Remember the first time
We spent those weeks together
They were not long enough
All of our conversations
All of your sweet pages
They're never long enough

When it's time for me to leave
It's so hard to say good-bye
I never want to say good-bye
I never ever want to say good-bye

One day we'll make love
Finally i'll be yours
Only you only you
I could love you
It's too late
I already love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

Beyonce---Gift from Virgo

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!

hope everyone has a good halloween, be safe!!! mayn i wish i were in va so i could dress up on this day...hicks hicks...deff not doin anythin for halloween, 1st-the clubs r closed due to ramadhan, 2nd-no trick or treaters, lastly-no one really do halloween over here..sux..yea i deff miss all the orange and black!!
anyways...if any of u guys dressin up, dont forget to take pics ok..i wanna seeeee them =)

PHEW
i am sooo tired !! nooo im not tired from loungin round the house..i actually had my 1st modelin job today! woo hooo woo hooo...so i was enjoyin my sleep and then round 10ish (i kno, im a bum..wakin up at 10)..got a fone call tellin me i have a photo shoot at noon...its for the fashion section of a tabloid that r issued only at colleges...and since its ramadhan, the models wear muslim attires...so i was pretty much covered from head to toe..hehe...its all good tho (i think the fam and my silly like it better that way..hehehe)...first, i got my make up done, i loved it! u kno, i think since i dont wear make up that often i get extra excited when i get a chance for a make over, yeaa i see it as a make over..hehe..the clothes were pretty, and goodness i didnt kno there were so many ways to do the scarf, so many diff styles!..i was deff impressed....hhmm lets see..there were 4 ladies, 1 guy, and 3 lil kids...i must say the other girls were pretty, not to mention they were nice too...my ooh my...i didnt think it would have taken 5 hours!..it litterally took 5 hours and i only changed my outfit 3 times, one of them was bright orange! haha i cant believe i wore bright orange from head to toe...buuuuuttttt it didnt look that bad..im serious, i didnt..hehe...i will deff show u guys pics of it...soon soon

even tho im all tired, i have to admit i had fun and deff not a bad 1st experience...hopin for many more!

goodness..i havent blogged for a month..alot of things been goin on...but 1st let me just say HAPPY RAMADHAN to those of u who celebrate the month of ramadhan...we start fasting tomorrow, yikes i think its gonna b hard..days r longer...time seems to go by really slow to begin with...and not to mention this is gonna b the 1st time in 8 years that i will b fastin in indo..i dunno, the whole surroundings r gonna b diff u kno...we'll see if i'll b stugglin or not..hehehe..

good news..my mom came back to jakarta 2 days ago...this is wut happened, we went to bandung for a weekend about 3 weeks ago...and while we were there my mom's blood pressure went up so we had to rushed her to the hospital...my dad, sis, and i had to go back to jakarta cuz i wasnt done with my skool yet and my dad and sis have work...so we had to leave my mom in bandung =( febian was there with her tho....she was in the hospital about 5 days...we were in and out of town for the past 3 weeks...and i must say that was tiring...but she's feelin better now and shes happy that she will spending ramadhan with her fam....

its over! im done with modelin skool! our last day was on fri, we had our final presentation which was a fashion show for our parents and friends...it went well, my hair was curly and wavy at the same time hehe u dunno how happy i was-i've always wanted my hair to b wavy cuz my hair is too damn straight!, i did pretty well on the make up too, i didnt look like a clown haha..and, aaannnddd i didnt trip on the runway!!..hehehe..but see now i dunno if i should be happy that its over or not...i mean now i dont have anythin to do, like nothin at all!!! hhhmmm...yeah i will deff have to find sumthin else to do...

ooohh ooohhh...sumthin im really excited bout!!...i'm gonna make a portfolio...woo hooo woo hooo...i need this so i can go to agencies and see if they would like me to join them..then hopefully i'll get some jobs too....i cant wait!

here is a link for my photo album...its still new so i dont have many pics on it..
http://asia.f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/yellobebe4
but feel free to check it out anyway